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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Taurus

State: Connecticut
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/22/2005
Friday, February 02, 2007 

Current mood:  contemplative
i'm bobbing my head to head automatica as we speak, trying helplessly to learn to words pre the jack's mannequin concert in 2 1/2 weeks. for some reason i just find concerts to be a tad more enjoyable than usual when i know the bands who are playing all very well. i think it's easier to enjoy when you're not focusing on "do i like these people, or not?" well, it's 15 days until the kick off of the wonderful week of concerts. cute, all time low, this providence, dave melillo, jack's mannequin, head automatica, the matches, and my chemical romance all in 1 week. i'm afraid of an overload, but i think i can handle it. at least i hope i can.

i'm feeling quite emo today, as i woke up later than i was planning on, and the apartment is empty. i hate being alone. it leaves room for the true lonliness that i feel constantly to sink in and take it's course upon me. i've been very nostalgic this past week, having talks with both bart and joe about the good old days and how much they are missed. i have a plan for a project. i hope it all works out fine.

yesterday i lost my ATM card. just an addition to the list of things that i've lost that are quite important. i kicked myself down for awhile after i realized it, because i'm just sick of never being organized and losing everything. but then julia, matty and i pigged out and i felt a little better. i suppose that's not a really good way to make myself feel better. i should probably look into a better antidote, but alas, it was my only option at that moment and it was an instant fix.

tonight just didn't go well at all. it was series of one bad thing after another. we tried to go play pool and we got lost, then we got on the wrong way on the highway, then we couldn't get into the pool hall because it was 21+ only. then we came back and we were gonna drink and i just kinda started feeling sorry for myself and didn't want to. no one else did either. it was lame. i was excited to play pool.

my classes are kicking my ass this semester, but it's making me feel good about myself because i'm actually getting shit done. i don't feel ike i'm wasting my life. which is something positive, at least.

well, whatever. i'm going to shower and stop being depressing. <3.
Currently listening:
Popaganda
By Head Automatica
Release date: 06 June, 2006
6:43 PM
 
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