Today I lost someone very special to me. Today the world lost Paul E.Normous. Words can't describe how I'm feeling right now. My heart is broken, my fears are alive and I'm stuck here unable to do anything for the ones left behind. I can only speak for myself, but I'm sure whoever came in contact with Paul will say the same thing, he was a gentle giant. For as long as I've known Paul the one thing that replays in my head the most is how down to earth he was and how much fun you could have really had with him. Standing at 6'5 and weighing 260 lbs. Paul wouldn't hurt a fly. I had the pleasure of meeting Paulie in a local gym we once both attended. Though I never came in direct contact with him until that day, I heard his name, I looked him up on the internet a few times and saw what he had looked like. One day I was in the gym and to my surprise there he was. I let a little time go by and finally walked up to him and introduced myself. As calm and as peacefull as anything his face lit up, he extended his hand and said how are you doing I'm Paul, and from that moment on we clicked. We started talking about music, wrestling and Florida, three things we both had a love for and shared in common. Paul was a professional wrestler. Let me clarify that better. Paul was THEEE professional wrestler. No matter what the event was, or how much he was getting paid for if it, if he even was getting paid, or how many people showed up, Paul gave it 100 % all the time. People in the wrestling industry loved him. Fans were drawn to him due to his massive size and similiarities with Batista. Eventhough at times it would drive him crazy, he never mistreated any of his fans, or gave them any less then 100 %. He was one of the greatest people I have ever had the pleasure of coming across in my lifetime. I truley loved him like a brother. He will be deeply missed, & life for me will never be the same. I used to look forward to hearing from him on myspace with comments and messages as well as phone calls. He were partners in many things. He was so proud of himself as were we to find out he was in The Wrestler. A life cut too short. Such a great great great person. Always full of life and jokes, always smiling and now smiling down on all of us. Paul E. Normous, my friend,my cousin as he would introduce me, my idol, my buddy, and now My guardian angel. I love you, Rest In Peace, and anyone who knows me knows, I WILL NEVER EVER LET YOU BE FORGOTTEN.