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Unegv Waya


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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 48
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/22/2005

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August 23, 2009 - Sunday 5:05 PM

Current mood:  fabulous
Category: Life
Hey Everyone!
I know it's been a bit since my last post so I will fill you in on all that has happened...
Well, been seen by my regular Doctor for a few months now. And all has been good. But she canceled two appointments on me in a row, which left me without certain medications as the prescriptions had run out and there were no refills left on them.
After being told that this second appointment was also canceled, I asked to be seen by another doctor. No problem they said, and I was given an appointment for that very afternoon.
This doctor was kind, listened to what my concerns were in regards to my health, and things that I needed desprately. Mainly a liner to replace the one that has completely shredded so that I can wear my very ill fitting prosthesis so that I can walk!
I explained that the medicines prescribed for both my daily pain and for sleep were no longer being effective and never really were completely effective anyway. I wanted to get some input about trying other medications to try to feel somewhat human.
I left with a prescription for a new liner, and a new prosthesis! I was ecstatic!
We discussed my pain levels (which have only gotten worse since I still am awaiting getting that much needed surgery). I told him I am only allowed 2 doses per day (and this is a medication that is only good for 4 hours), and even then it barely helps, and I wait until night to take them, so that I can get some sleep, but then when I roll off the pillows supporting my head and that wears off, I take the last dose. Between that and sleep medications that are not helping me to get to sleep or keeping me asleep, and I have pain 24/7 that is barely under control!
I left with new medication prescriptions too.
I am now on a timed release Morphine and I can honestly say that my pain is controlled for the first time now in about 5 years! It has been heavenly. Only then did I realize just how terrible the pain has been that I have just put up with and become accustomed and used to.
And the sleep medication, I get really sleepy and with the pain controlled, sleep almost through the night. Something that I haven't done since 2004!
Awesome!
Unfortunately this past week we have had terrible humidity, and that spikes my headaches and makes the pain it's worse. Needless to say I haven't slept well this week, but the pain is manageable during the day, and I do the best I can at night.
So in one visit, pain and sleep were controlled, I got a new prosthesis and liner (I have the new liner already now, and a 2nd one will be here next week. I have been cast for the new leg, and have a socket fitting tomorrow and by next week I will have a new leg that fits right! Happy dance time!), and I also mentioned that I need an authorization for the Neurosurgeon so that I can get this surgery done. He said he would see what he could do for me. I will call his office tomorrow and see where that is.
So things are looking up... finally!
I am still waiting to hear from the Judge on my SSDI hearing from back in June... so that is still in limbo.
My Ex-Husband is getting the last of the things needed to finalize the things we both signed into to complete the division of property, which is great. I won't have to hire a lawyer and force it to be done! Yay me!
My Pup starts back to school in the morning, where did the summer go?
My man and I are doing well, getting closer and falling deeper into each others hearts, which is always a good thing.
The first of next month the apartment complex I live in goes up for auction, so there is some concern about the tenants getting evicted or the rent going up, so that is yet another, hold your breath to wait and see what happens there.
So that is about all for now.
I hope that you all are doing well and enjoying the last days of summer!
Ciao friends...
Douglas

 
things are looking up keep those high spirits going!!!
 
Posted by Douglas on August 24, 2009 - Monday - 6:00 AM
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I Am The White Wolf!
Unegv Waya

 
That they are my friend!
After my SSDI settlement happens, my man and I are looking to move to your neck of the woods.
My parents live in Reno, and Sam used to live there himself.
California is ridiculous as far as anyone being able to afford to live here, and Modesto is being overrun by gangs and the homeless worse than when you lived here such a short time ago.
Don't even get me started on the high unemployment rate, the huge numbers of businesses closing their doors, all the immigrants living off the government in and around my neighborhood, the high crime rate and increased homicides, or the dubious honors of being highest in the state for foreclosures and carjackings! Yay Modesto. Yay California!
Hell, old Arnold is wanting to sell Cal Expo and Alcatraz just to balance the budget. OY!
The police here are taking between 30-45 minutes to respond to any call due to cutbacks! It's awful!
Glad to see you stopped by hon. Take care.
(((HUGS)))

 
Posted by I Am The White Wolf! on August 24, 2009 - Monday - 3:34 PM
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Eric the Rabbit

 
Sounds like everything is going great.
 
Posted by Eric the Rabbit on August 24, 2009 - Monday - 4:06 PM
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I Am The White Wolf!
Unegv Waya

 
It is going great my friend!
I have missed talking to you! How have you been?
It can only get better from here.
When SSDI finally settles, I will be in a great place financially with zero debt, and the means to move on in my life down the path that I have chosen, plus being able to take care of both me and my Pup without cutting into my budget, take a VERY much needed vacation, get some things for myself that have been put on the back burner for years (you know the whole take care of the needs of your children and partner first!), and enjoy my life with Sam without the constant worries about cash flow that we both have presently.
Good to hear from you!
(((HUGS)))

 
Posted by I Am The White Wolf! on August 24, 2009 - Monday - 5:52 PM
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Jaded~Rhayn

 
Wow some great news interlaced with tremulous reality.  But you sound amazing.  Upbeat, happy, positive.  I love it! 
 
Posted by Jaded~Rhayn on August 27, 2009 - Thursday - 6:12 AM
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I Am The White Wolf!
Unegv Waya

 
Keeping a positive demeanor is much easier when the light at the end of the tunnel is not an oncoming train!
And by actively seeking improvements in my life, I know what happiness I have is up to me and no one else.
Everyone is having a tough time right now, so it's also nice to know that I am fighting the good fight right beside them!
How are you doing girl? We need to chat soon!
XOXOXO's

 
Posted by I Am The White Wolf! on August 27, 2009 - Thursday - 3:02 PM
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