I feel so comfortable. So completely comfortable. Just being alone.
All these people are striving for relationships, boyfriends, girlfriends, hookups, love. I don't understand why everyone feels the need to rely on having another person to create their happiness, or 'complete' them. The masses just don't seem to be able to just be happy on their own. Its possible to be complete on your own.
Sure, two halves make a whole, but who says one whole has to be halved and put together again before it is truly whole? How come two wholes just can't make a pair? :)

Don't get me wrong, relationships are beautiful but its okay if you don't have one, really.
This recent.. comfortable feeling just being alone is amazing. Actually, I'm not sure if alone is the right word, it seems so cold and distant, which is incredibly far from what I'm feeling.

I think I used to strive for love, if I didn't have it, I wanted it, if I didn't receive it, I hated it and if I had it, I blew it out of proportion and then questioned it as it came to an end.
But you know what I've realised?
I have no idea what love is.
No idea at all.
And thats not a bad thing, not at all! Its exciting, its a constant thrill.
I'm curious to learn about it but.. I no longer feel the need to chase it down and hold it so tightly that it can never leave me.

Whatever happens, happens.
Life is just far too interesting to focus all your energy on one thing!

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