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The New Year started off exciting with a trip to Macau China for a New Years Pussycat Dolls show. We were only gone for 30 hours!!! Yes I am totally serious but it was a complete blast! Check out the pictures in my photo album and you will see what I mean! After that everything sort of came to a halt. I guess you could say I lost my swagger for awhile. I just went through this period of depression where it seemed like the whole world did not make sense. Every time I would turn on the TV and see some global disaster and I would just burst into tears! My sensitivity got the best of me and I sort of stopped moving for awhile. I was sleepwalking.

 I was worried the website I created this past novemeber www.YourAwareness.org  because it was too hard to manage by myself in the beginning (note to online entrepreneurs: make sure you plan, plan ahead!), the music industry was frustrating me to NO end. My Spirit Sister and Best Friend created the most amazing music!!! 100s of songs! I can't even put into words how much this music touches me. inspires me. helps me to BREATHE and the album kept being pushed back again and again. It still isn't realized yet and it becomes frustrating because when you hear something that touches you so deeply, you just want to share it with others, ya know? That's human nature right??? Well because the music business is a "business" there are so many legalities, I am only who will be getting to hear this magic for awhile. Sorry guys! Wish there was something I could do, but life is just not fair sometimes. Too much legal red tape. .. But I pray every day you will hear the music someday and through FAITH and lots of MEDITATION and PRAYER, I know it will happen sooner or later.

Okay, so after my depression, I got back to business. I mean serious business. I have been wracking my brain on how to make this site HUGE and HELP CHANGE THE WORLD and I am getting closer to realizing this dream!!! It feels so good. My dream is to be the Perez Hilton of SPIRITUAL MEDIA!!! I know that must sound silly but I don't care!!! I love how he was those worthwhile cause sections. I think its beautiful he is using his power as the Queen of All Media to do something GOOD!!! Its amazing how much it helps!!! I want to be just like that! Wouldn't that be cool??? Lets ALL make that happen!!! Just think about how many musicians are broken (meaning they blow up) in the music biz because Perez just mentions them!!! That's the whole point of this website. TO BRING AWARENESS TO AMAZING CAUSES!!! Whether you love him or hate him, Perez is a smart man. Maybe one day I'll get to do a celebrity interview with him and ask him why the Queen of Mean has turned into the Queen of NICE!!! I love that you know!!! I know this world is changing when PEREZ starts being kind and helping charities, musicians, and inspiring people to be healthy. Who would have guessed??? Just another miracle!!! Another example of the GOD-energy running through us all. YES EVERYONE!!!

So, as of this Post I have made huge changes to YourAwareness.org and am temporarily taking down the store because I want to think that out better. It got too confusing. which products proceeds go to which charity!!! It was too much to do by myself SO I thought it would be better to just PROMOTE the charities we all love for the time being, while I pray and manifest this into the most uplifting site EVER. Yes, I dream big I know. but why wouldn't I? That's one of the many purposes of YA. to inspire others to live their dreams. to let everyone know there are miracles everywhere!!! All you have to do is open your eyes and be aware.

But the BEST thing that happened to me in the last 6 months was meeting my LIFE COACH Christel. An ANGEL sent her to me. I can't even put into words what she's done for me. This isn't therapy folks! No complaining or dwelling on my yucky past tragedies (my brother's death, failed record deals, daddy issues, and low traffic websites). Only POSITIVE HEALING WORK! Being guided into figuring out what I really want in life and becoming the person I have always dreamed I could be!!! I'm not there yet. I'm a work in progress but I am doing all the spiritual work possible to heal all my old wounds so I may help the world (EVERYONE WHO VISITS THIS SITE) HEAL their wounds. THAT IS THE GOAL! For anyone looking to make huge, beautiful changes in their lives I recommend buying this book www.BeLoveToFIndLove.com Whether you are just looking for more happiness, a new relationship or trying to discover your life's purpose, I wholeheartedly recommend it! Think about it. we spend ridiculous amounts of money on personal trainers to strengthen and tone our EXTERIORS. but what about our INTERIORS??? That is even more important AND that's what a life coach is all about. Growing Spiritually is only way to UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. I want that!!! Don't you???

In closing, I apologize to all my family and friends for the unreturned phone calls and un-replied emails. I needed to go inward for awhile. close myself off from the world. pray and meditate. figure out AGAIN what my purpose is in this world. And that purpose is to be a messenger! A messenger of LIGHT, LOVE, and Inspiration!!! So, to whoever is reading this. JOIN ME!!! Let's create miracles!!!

WHEW!!! That was one long blog. I think I made up for all the lost time!

Love, Laugh, and Learn,

Katie