true happiness
true love
true romance.................
...............not trying to sound like a total skeptic, but i wonder if any of this exists. seems someone has always gotta be shitting on your parade. trying to tell you what to do, trying to ruin your day when you should be on cloud nine...trying to tell you they love you and then acting like you dont exist. keep you in the background like a piece of furniture..
i wonder if we're all just lying to ourselves. totally deluded by countless romance novels and sappy chick flics where everything ends happily ever after.
AM i a skeptical fuck? have i turned into a cynical bitch? i think im just a realist. now if you'll excuse me....i must go tend to some errands, but i shall be back. shame on me for starting this when i knew i wouldnt have enough time to finish it.
and now im back, and my train of thought has totally derailed and i have no fucken idea where i was going with this. im sure it had to do with the fact that i was having a wonderful evening with my ladies, and somehow everyone in my immediate "life" had a fit and totally pissed me off. shat all over my fucken parade.

oh well..........PHACK it.
remember kids, not everything you see on tv, movies, read in books or hear in songs is true.