MySpace

!!!WARNING!!! CONTENT MIGHT BE HARMFUL TO YOUR EGO. IF YOU GET OFFENDED BY SHIT TALKING AND TRUTH SPEAKING THEN THIS SITE IS NOT FOR YOU. NOT INTENDED FOR PEOPLE WITH THIN SKIN.
blogs.myspace.com/marseerocks
MySpace.com | rss | sign in
†Rev. Mendoza†

Marcela Mendoza


Last Updated: 12/10/2009

Send Message
Instant Message
Email to a Friend
Subscribe

Gender: Female
Status: Swinger
Age: 67
Sign: Scorpio

City: Land of the Lost
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/27/2004

Who Gives Kudos:

morFIEND (1)

My Subscriptions
Joaq-amole
morFIEND
angEl thee Ripper
bunnY
V E N E S S A
dandelion
zyme one
{TX-GQp} ★SuzyQ★™
Jack In The Crack!
Illya
junglist
Ugly Shyla Add me on FB & Twitter under UGLYSHYLA
kimmiko
jamiel (jimmy)
Pan Dulce
LuElen
Flaco Seagulls
Kellimporta
UnTaMeD HeaRT
♥Vivianita♥
HOUSE
Dead-End Cruiser
Sabe
M.A.B.
Francella
LOVE_LIFE is nobodys bitch
Tuesday 02/06/2009 

Current mood:  hopeful
ive been a lil down in the dumps lately. and we all know that the dumps is deffinatley not a good spot to be in. well those of us that have experienced it anyway......ive had lots and lots and LOTS of time to think about shit these passed few months (no pun intended) and i realizzzee that no matter how fucked up things seem to be, things could always be waay worse. my sister and i were taking a drive today after a much needed venting brunch and we were discussing my current situation and it brought to mind a conversation i had with a good ol buddy of mine...and it reminded me that things arent all that bad. like he said, (and if i could find it i would post the whole message, it really was great) "what was ms marsee supposed to be by now? a doctor? a lawyer?"

as most of you already know, life doesnt always pan out the way you hoped and dreamed. sometimes we take different paths, by choice, or by force..but it leads us in different directions. sometimes scary ones. sometimes fucked up ones...but the key here is not to give up, because eventually you will find your way and be exactly where you know you should be. me, im in a stand-still in my life right now. and as freaked out by it as i get from time to time, (remember im a HUGE emo fag)i feel this is my time to take it all in, and decide which path to take next.

i want to take the time to thank all the people that have been so supportive these past few months, you know who you are. the best realization of all is that i have so many amazing wonderful people surrounding me, and that i dont have to take this journey alone. thank you guys, this emofag loves the crap outta you.

i also want to take the time to inform those of you that know her, that my lil cousin is sick and in the hospital..yes, my crazy beautiful cousin jessika. im not going into any detail as to what is the matter with her, but i ask that those of you that know her keep her in your thoughts....i know she'll pull through..shes a trooper like the rest of the peeps in my life!
7:18 PM
 
Print
Previous Post: Some words of wisdom..from one of my favorite wise-men! | Back to Blog List | Next Post: "To Octavia" one of my favorite poems
{TX-GQp} ★SuzyQ★™
Suzy Horbach Veloz

 
Hope she gets better and i love you!

 
Posted by {TX-GQp} ★SuzyQ★™ on Tuesday 02/06/2009 - 7:36 PM
[Reply to this] 
zyme one

 
I understand when you say that life doesn't pan out the way we dream. I graduated from High School a long time ago and I'm barely graduated with a bachelors in education which is strange because I was not planning on being a teacher. Well Gob bless and I'll keep your cousin in my prayers-Zyme

 
Posted by zyme one on Tuesday 02/06/2009 - 7:51 PM
[Reply to this] 
†Rev. Mendoza†
Marcela Mendoza

 
yes life is deffinately a flakey ass bitch aint it?
thank you sir...much appreciated!

 
Posted by †Rev. Mendoza† on Tuesday 02/06/2009 - 8:24 PM
[Reply to this] 
El Stein
Jesse Lopez

 
Tu prima and YOU cabrona, are in my prayers.....
 
Posted by El Stein on Tuesday 02/06/2009 - 8:24 PM
[Reply to this] 
†Rev. Mendoza†
Marcela Mendoza

 
awe thank you perdido. you too are in my prayers always. (YES i pray fucker!)
 miss you my diablo loco!
 
Posted by †Rev. Mendoza† on Tuesday 02/06/2009 - 8:27 PM
[Reply to this] 
Henry

 
Hey Girlfriend, hope all is well, if you need me you know where to find me. You were there for me i'll be there for you. I promise, keep thinking positive! Like you would always tell me! Peace.


Chubbs
 
Posted by Henry on Tuesday 02/06/2009 - 9:04 PM
[Reply to this] 
D.E.D.Chris{F.D.F}[WolfPack]
Chris Casarez

 
Told u.....That your EMO, FAG.
 
Posted by D.E.D.Chris{F.D.F}[WolfPack] on Wednesday 03/06/2009 - 5:49 AM
[Reply to this] 
†Rev. Mendoza†
Marcela Mendoza

 
yes and you also said i wasnt cool, whats your point you fucken jerk? you know you love me!
 
Posted by †Rev. Mendoza† on Wednesday 03/06/2009 - 3:10 PM
[Reply to this] 
morFIEND
Joshua Pinon

 
things will pick up. they usually do. me, things were going pretty well but for some reason i had these swings that wanted to destroy me. im picking up as of yesterday and im feeling more positive. if i can do that, then i know for damn sure you can.
best wishes for your lil cousin.
take care, yo

 
Posted by morFIEND on Thursday 04/06/2009 - 7:52 PM
[Reply to this] 
†Rev. Mendoza†
Marcela Mendoza

 
you always have this way of making me feel better..thanks.
 
Posted by †Rev. Mendoza† on Thursday 04/06/2009 - 8:38 PM
[Reply to this] 
morFIEND
Joshua Pinon

 
aww, really? im glad i can help, even if its in the slightest.


 
Posted by morFIEND on Tuesday 09/06/2009 - 8:05 PM
[Reply to this] 
Jessika

 
i love you prima!! and i am a fucking trooper!! im ready to get fucked up with you vivi before i leave this town !!!! i love  you guys so much and thank you for being there! thank you all for the prayers... they helped!!! love you!
 
Posted by Jessika on Tuesday 23/06/2009 - 12:11 AM
[Reply to this] 
†Rev. Mendoza†
Marcela Mendoza

 
you have no idea how thankful i am that my favorite lil loca is doing better. i love you with all my heart, and we deffinately need to get together SOOOOON! lets do lunch or dinner or both..in liquid form. ahahhaa jp
 
Posted by †Rev. Mendoza† on Tuesday 23/06/2009 - 4:15 PM
[Reply to this]