semalam, jalan sowang2 balik dari kelas philosophy, complaining about why the heck da philo teacher igor igorovich asked us to write a detailed assay bout earth, the big bang, life, black hole n asteroids, i grumbled to mysef "for God sake, Igor, we’re the
freaking medical students, not astronomical studs why must we write anything about astrology
in detail??!
" then i held back, thkg bout it again, aku mcm tsedar being a astronomical student isnt that bad...i loved astronomy thingy when i was a child..i used to steal books about stars n planets n space n all from ma school library(then returned em bak, since i was a librarian; anyway ma dad owned that school bak then,loL
) then berangan going outta space..suddenly aku tpikir, knpala aku pilih nak jadi doctor??
fikir balik, being a doctor isnt THAT great~ why i chose this profesion? if i juz wan a Dr title, i can simply juz choose easier field(which i enjoy more) like biotech or enviromental bio or simply education field then continue master then buat phD..bole jwak jadi doktor apa~ kalo skadar mok kaya, being a doct, bukan bole kaya senang2..u hv to work ur ass off before u dpt 5figure salary...by that time, u already 50.
knak ko xpilih jadi engineer or such so tht u can get dat much of gaji by the age of 25...kaya apa keja jadi org minyak...or, if u really desperate nak kaya, u can effortlessly jadi pisau cukur sepenuh masa jak...or carik a really really old millionaire n marry him...loL
tp knak pilih dis ridiculous field - medicine?
being a doctor isnt anythg close to great~ the college fee for medical students r seriously NOT cheap...if im not under scholarship, studyg medicine is impossible...(apart from my dad’s cousin offering doing medic in unimas). here in nizhny, if u pay medic fee for urself , keja 5tahun baru boleh tebus balik suma yuran tu...
xtmasuk blanja bulanan n air tickets...huhuhu..no wonder jpa buat pjanjian kena keja 10thn ngn kerajaan...huhuhuhu...
dah la blanja study mahal, the job itself isnt easy...u hv to work day n nite; be on call, for salary of rm2500 a month...not worth it...knapa nak jd doctor? honestly i dont noe the reason why...still tryng to figure out the reason...
maybe simply becoz my spm result qualified me to do it, n it seemed cool (though its not)...when i filled the jpa scholarship form, thrs not so much choice for me..a lots of engineering thingy which i dun prefer much cuz i’ve always sux in physics
...i kinda interested in biotech, but i tot i wudnt like the job...plus the requirement was low, mcm xcool je kalo pilih, that’s my stupid thought dat tym...same goes with tesl(which i like)~ which left me into choosing pharmacy or medicine...i ask my dat which one shud i choose, he said he dun mind either one...as long as i minat he said (but deep inside i noe he wan me to do medicine anyway
) 1st i wanna choose pharmacy (cuz i owez good in chemistry in school n i noe my dad wan me to choose medic,loL
) but then i thought to myself again, if i jadi pharmacist, xda title Dr. kat dpan...blaja pasal ubat je...blaja medic pon blaja pharmacy gak slain bnda lain..plus, ada title Dr...so i chose medicine la..hahaha..
lame reason..i noe..dats y i still searching for a good reason why i chose this field...
who noes, maybe dis job suit me the best...wateva the reason is, imma gonna be a good doctor...that’s for sure,yeaH!
i wana do my best in everythg i do!soon, i’ll be Prof. Dr. Dayang Haniffa binti Abang Hashim M.D., phD. wow, that’s cool...but the thg is, maybe masa ya aku dah umur 50 dah...so that’s less cool..haHaha~
anyway, even dow being a doc is not so cool, ppl around will owez thk dat its super cool..so be proud, eiffa~
