Like frill I won't name names but you know,and i know if at any point we were even kinds close everything disappears.Life goes on whatever.But damn Everyone.Like my mom,various aunts always bring up how close my cousin Nicole,and I were.I feel as if it's my fault,and I must be an asshole.

I hate to single her out but damn shit hurts me,and I don't want to admit it.But it's not just her I've told some of you like are we even friends, maybe things change,and I'm hurt by it,and don't want to admit it.I don't feel that way. See I believe we blind ourselves to our own faults.Now I believe I must be like  abig jerk off or something.I just try to be nice.Ya know

I got my people there really aint too many people that are for life (they know who they are,and if they don't just ask but I doubt anyone will read this)

Things change I know but got damn can I get are you alive,can you checc to see if I got on myspace iwthin a week, can I get one call.I've known some of yall since I was shittin' myself in diapers LITERALLY.Damn I feel like such a jackass but I'm tired of denying myself the truth.

I try to walk the narrow path.You don't think I don't wanna run through all these various chiccs who throw it at me every day.You don't think I want to do things that are childish,and irresponsible.I try but try is not a word in my vocab anymore.Fucc it 2007 I'm going hard body.I'm bacc in my fucc the world mind set I'm prolly gonna get in tremendous shape again,and this time I won't tear my arm up.I'm here for the long haul.When I was goin' hungry I know who was there Nestor.Frill yo Nestor I'm holdin' him down when things pop off.Alot of you mothafuckas don't know shit frill. Sorry if I rambled but guess what it's a blog succ a donkey dicc.

If I offended you I do not care your mom should have sucked you out with a turkey bastor however it's spelt it's 6:55am,and I'm in Itasca Illinois what the fucc

"Love Changes,And Best Friends Become Strangers"

on the subject of Dryson my south Central Native has been knowin me since before I knew myself we had a moment we aint speak for a while honestly I felt fucced up when I heard about things that happened I felt like shit for the record.But I love that dude for the record.