TEN things you wish you could say to TEN DIFFERENT people right now:

1. You're my best friend, always will be no matter what.  You're my brother, you're my foundation man, if you weren't my friend I don't know what I would do.  Yeah, people say a lot of shit about you but I don't care because I know you aren't that way around me cuz we're true friends, brothers, family. 

2. You... were my everything.  I told you everything and you told me the same.  We were the best of friends, always talking, never studying like we should have but I never cared.  I was just happy to talk to you every day.  We needed to hang out more offten because we barely did considering the friendship we had, but you lived far away and it was hard to schedule visits around that.  I miss you, dearly.

3. Wow, what to say about you.  You're amazing.  You're there for me when I need someone to talk to, and even when I don't.  You're mean but it's funny because I know you don't mean it even if it's harsh as fuck.  You have the most amazing set of eyes I have ever seen and you are super cute and any guy who you are dating should be able to realize how "close to perfect" you really are.  And I say that with no exageration.  You may not think you're close to perfect, but I'm talking about your mind.  Looks aren't everything but you have those, and a LOT more.  I love you =D

4. For the couple of weeks we were talking, I felt like the happiest guy alive.  I woke up every day happy knowing I was going to most likely talk to you before the day was done and I loved it.  I went to sleep knowing I was going to be waking up to a text from you before you went to school saying "thank you" and I looked forward to it.  I enjoyed talking to you more then breathing or living.... But now that I can't, I'm still happy, but not nearly AS happy as I was.  The day I found out I couldn't talk to you was probably one, if not, the worst day of my life.  I had no energy, I didn't want to hang out with anyone, but I did anyways, and I just couln't believe the person that made me the happiest I have quite possibly ever been, couldn't talk to me any more...  I miss you more then you know. 


5. Nigga.... you my nigga.  We haven't known each other all TOo long, but the time we have known each other has been pretty fuckin awesome.  We've been through quite a bit of bullshit with quite a lot of people and friendships have been broken, but not ours.  And I don't think it will ever be.  Rollin around, bumpin, chillin, smokin, it's awesome.  I consider you one of my best friends and a brother to me.  My mom even says you're her favorite out of all of my friends and that's saying something.  You're chill with all the family of mine you've met and it's awesome because not many people can do that.  I hope we stay friends forever.

6. You sly little dog you.  hanging up the phone like that pisses me off and I always try to think of it first but you always beat me too it.  You're like my little brother.  We probably have more deep conversations then any of my other friends, and it's chill, cuz we can kinda relate to each other on most of it.  No homo, but I love you man.  Kickin it at you're house, even if theres no x box haha, is chill.  We need to hang out more offten cuz we used to be tight, especially when I was livin there.  Plus, you're a fucking light weight, which is funny as hell.

7. Well, first, I would like to say you are fucking stupid, but I love you to death and no matter how stupid you were, I'd always love you.  I've been there for you through everything, no matter if it be a fight with your mom or a boyfriend who through you out of his house by dragging you by your hair.  I feel so comfortable around you and I like hanging out with you even though we can't always.  I am very sorry for what happened and I never wanted that to happen and hope that it will never happen again because I don't want to lose you like I thought I did.  You need to realize what you have in front of you and grab a hold of it and I don't think you want to because you don't know what's best for you, and I know it sounds harsh but it's TRUE.  You don't know what's best for you and that's why I have had to be there so many times for you, even at 1:50 in the morning...

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