I've been in this iffy mood lately. I dont know whats causing it and i dont like it what-so-ever. I think im just overwhelmed with the fact that im moving out and moving on with life, but i keep putting it off and putting it off. I can't keep a job. Today i started working at bacci express and after my shift i quit. I havnt worked a real job since January. Ever since my car accident i havnt been the same. Not having to work for 3 months due to injuries and then not working after that cause of the amount of money i had sitting in my hands got me into a new lifestyle and i dont like it. In 18 days i move into the appartment and will have millions of responsibilities and i dont know if i can honestly handle it. I need to cut myself off from all of you and get my shit straight, and i have 17 days to do it. In all honesty i think my parents are the main reason im freaking out. They tell me that i cant do this and i cant do that because of money and how they dont approve of the people i hang out with or the things i do or want to do. The reason im not in college is because of parents not supporting my love for automotive shit. My parents didnt support me skateboarding and every damn one of my friends knew i had something going for me. I dont expect comments or anything im just writing how i feel at this moment in time. Im not emo so go fuck yourself.