i hate my life this week....  i have heard numerous mean and unneccessary rumors about myself which makes me want to quit AnF and focus on my real actual job since thats just a bullshit one where im obviously not cared for and everyone is fake... im sick as a dog and show no sign of getting better anytime soon..... my disneyland pass has been ignored since november 23rd.... it doesnt feel like christmas, it isnt cold out, no one has decorations up and i havent had any damn money to buy gifts for others and i really hate it cuz christmas is my favoritest time of year and its gonna be gone before i know.... just another christmas with no one to cuddle with, no snow, and no hot cocoa :-( its very dissappointing