the shittiness of being awake is making it fade so i must remember quickly. i was in dekalb with my stepdad dan i think and i wanted to walk....scratch that i was in chicago with aaron and tobit and we were up all night shit faced then drove to batavia where we showed up unannounced at my dad's house and it was christmas morning. no presents in hand, we weren't very popular there. so then i guess i decided to walk to dekalb and had to pass through this huge white rundown building that was like an endless boarding house for scuzzbags. there was no light and as the windows began to disappear, perhaps i was underground, it was totally black and fucking nightmare. there were creepy dudes and freaks in the shadows who wouldn't respond to me.i somehow ended up in dekalb and wanted to cut through the main park. it wqs late and all these couples kept lookong at me funnt as i made my way through the college neighborhoods to the park. i figured out why when i got to the park, it was a fucking creepy shanty town ghetto with weird tents and shabby duplexes and shit. i was getting totally freaked out when my deceased grampa george's voice came from one of the duplexes. inside was my gramma betty! the duplex was half furnished and real looking, the other half looked like a cave, all rock high walls and shit. then out the window it was day and huge billows of smoke or ash or something were visible on the horizon. it was either a volcano or the nuclear plant in byron. i left to find that my car had been stolen by the scum in the shanty town. even though i walked there. actually i think my uncle mike stole the car.