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Current mood:  confident Category: Life
I was vanishing a few days ago. I was becoming thinner and thinner -- my bones were creaking under a pressure that has never met me with kindness. I was a floater, a drifter, a survivor found too late. I was vanishing a few days ago until you walked in. There was a nonchalance to your voice that made our relationship seem petty, but then I remembered: our relationship is petty. I am nothing but a body with a mind and a heart that surprises you every once in a while. But you walked in and I appeared again: a beam of light, a strand of hair, an earlobe that attaches nicely to an ear that hears the world. I hear the world. More importantly; I hear you.
You said it is strange to meet someone like me; I might make you get use to sincerity -- to the way lips move out of kindness and hesitations aren't for lies but for thoughtfulness. I have always been a paradox -- a little box set aside for someone to open. I think you're too afraid of everything, you act too brave around company. I have never been the courage, I have never been the fight. I have always been the victory, I have always been the comfort. There is nothing I can do to make you see the world in different colors, there is nothing I can do for you that you aren't fully capable of doing for yourself. I am nothing but a body with a mind and a heart that surprises you every once in a while. And the other times: I am vanishing into those different colors that you're too colorblind to see.
5:17 AM
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