I feel weird; Stanley and I broke up. He said that it could still ne the same, but with no relationship. I don't know, that might hurt me more, like if i were to see him with a new girlfriend or something. Im such a baby though, I feel like the worlds going to end, when I know in my head its not and I need to get the fuck over this fast so we can be friends. I'm going to miss im being the person that I can go to when I'm feeling sad, or down... I feel like I have no one to go to because I feel DONT have a best friend. I'm not used to feeling like this, I'm usually the one doing the dumping.
feeling like this sucks.