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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 20
Sign: Aquarius

City: Henderson
State: Kentucky
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/4/2007
Monday, April 20, 2009 

Current mood:  discontent

The question: What do people really think of me? My supposed friends. Does anyone ever get that thought? Maybe its just me. Maybe it's the way I've been programmed all these years. I can't help but wonder what lies behind everyone's eyes when they speak to me, when they speak to one another. I can't hold a straight and unflinching gaze with most people.
        Am I afraid of what I'll see?
               Or won't see?
I have all these friends supposedly, yet I only hear from less than a handful of them. And some of them, only when they want something from me. I can't stand their eyes. Cold. Empty. I feel life being drained from everything I come into contact with. I sometimes wonder if I'm the cause. But I don't think I even deserve that much credit.
I feel that, as of lately, I get more attention from complete strangers than I do my own "friends." So I wonder...
      Are they really friends at all?


5:29 AM
 
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Da-Blue-Monkey
Jonathon Johnson

 
Those are some Poetic thoughts. You choose who your friends are. Sometimes you choose wrong, Sometimes you choose right. It's hard to tell which friends are true,Some friends mayb be cold shouldered or insensitive but that's could just be their attitude. Others may seem like true friends but be fakes, like Bella's friend Jessica. She seemed to be a good friend(ish) but turns out she hated Bella.


You are not the cause of your friends Coldness, It's either their attitude or their decision to be cold.


I just decided to babble trying to some words of wisdom when I realized I currently possess none.


Good luck with your friends.

 
Posted by Da-Blue-Monkey on Monday, April 20, 2009 - 12:40 PM
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