Ive never told you how I felt because neither one of us wanted that. But I cant hold it back anymore, Its hurting me way too much. I know you probably dont want to hear it right now with everything going on, but I have to get it out before I lose you. I love you. And I just figured this out tonight. I sit and watch a movie talking about love and the only thing I can think about is you. I cry myself to sleep every night because I know you probably dont feel the same about me and because I know I could never tell you how I feel. You are the only person I wanna be with, the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I feel so safe around you, I feel like nothing bad could ever happen to me when i'm with you. I can be myself around you and not have to worry about you judging me. I wanna be with you but its up to you to decide what you want. I cant keep holding on if theres nothing there. So please tell me what you want. I love you!