why do people lie????hide stuff????keep things from you????

people should be just up front with you.....instead they hide shit from you.

then act like things are fine and nothing is going on....and you know what the hell is going on.....but have no idea on how to handle the situation....so you let it lie.

hoping that it will go away.....but it always appears its nasty little head....

or when it gets hid from you but you know its there....and dont really know what going on.....or where you stand with this person...........so you sit clueless and confussed.   wondering on what the next step is in your confusing world.

so the question is why do i bother......and let another one break my heart?   why dont i just stand up for what i want and if they run then i guess it was all bullshit and lies.....secrets.....and that they cant handle telling the truth or facing the reality............................i would be scared  to but....... it is alot easier to be honest and forward with that speacial somone than to hide!!!

so come out and be truth full with the ones that are dear to you......dont hurt the ones that care for you deeply......dont hide shit from them.....tell them the truth and it will set you free.

god damn it i hate this shit feeling this way......all i  want is to be happy....dont i deserve that?  fuck i've been threw enough bullshit in my life........i want some one to love me for me and treat me with the respect and careness and be grate full to be with me....and not use me or take me for granted...

what the fuck? am i destinded to be alone or what?

NOT SAYING THAT ANY ONE PERSON HAS OR WILL. BUT IT HAPPENS

JUST FOOD FOR THOUGHT