AVOIDANT: GHOST WILL HAUNT

taken from "consequences" out april 21st, 2009
 
 
depression storming down on me
anxiety is reigning king
failures are spit back in my face
I'm letting this life pass away
these roads will lead me to my grave
these are the roads and paths I chose to pave
avoidant and withdrawn I'll stay
misanthropy the price I pay
for following my dreams
disillusion break my wings and set me free
Murphy's fucking law refers to me
sore throat, sore lungs, bad mood
bad luck, stay cold, locked up
every door has closed
I'm disenchanted and alone
spirit expired in it's host
the damaging effects of loss
there is no higher price or cost
than losing everything you love
I walk in limbo
my lease on life, revoked
the things I passed up for this
are now my ghosts
ghost will haunt
abandon, disappear
all you love is dying here
can't end up like them
damn the pessimist
I'm enthralled in the absence of innocence
disillusionist
embrace despair
accept it as punishment