02:50ish 20th july 2009
patrick benignus bennett copywrighted
frankie says... "...envy will hurt itself..."; alas
patrick did say, 'not before, it has sneakily caused great harm unto others!'
and bruce did say "...is a dream just a lie when it don't come through or is it something worse..."
what is worse, than just a lie asked patrick, what is worse? could it be
not to dream, or, to dream unrealistically. And what is worse than just a lie, what is worse...
is it the living with the lie, or, denying existance of the lie, or simply, justifying the lie!'
night cloaks day as troubled mind blocks the light; and
night cloaks as cotton sheet lightly drapes warm flesh
the dark, sprinkled star systems planets debris shooting
the dark, broken by tracer-bullets artillary starlights screeeeaaaams
within darkness, lovers cling, partners snuggle, sleeps embrace
02:13am 25th July 2009
the Numan wanted to know. "...are friends electric..."
I want to know is friend spiritual. And Why
is it so vastly difficult for human
to overcome ego/Id; especially when evidence shows
it is cause of mammmoth conflict, within
that is then processed, justified, And
cast out unto others, to inflict
anyway, twas sitting here, early morn wee hours from dawn, and Gene popped-in and crooned
"if I didn't have a dime and I didn't take the time to..." and thought to self, as thought
generally speaking so to speak is usually to self, especially when alone, I thought
if it was only that simple, that staged, still
it evokes the romantic deep within, "...ooohhh love songs that they sing wouldn't mean a single thing, if I..."
And O', ooohhh.... what must it be
to experience that Elvis "Fever" beneath bluesy rythmic "blue moon"
02:39AM 26TH jULY 2009
More rain hits window, grateful
our soil swallows
falling life upon
as those far-off rarely experience
Water
is it, could it be
psychical entity of God, power greater than mere human
somewhere, in more than one place
poppies numerous gentle touch while crosses peel and suffer
slow effects of weathering, till names become obscure Patch
and should you reach, the age of bilbo baggins, you too
will know full slow suffering of weathering
an individual, caused death of millions of individuals
and yet, individuals are ignored in their millions every second, strange
how an individual can cause so much destruction... especailly when
an individual, suggested a path away from destructive human behaviour, so
I in confusion ask, who is it that decides, which individual is listened to and followed.
21:21pm 26th July 2009
ooooh yeah, daily I walk in the valley of ego's
fear not your will, for it empowers
thy words and faith giveth strenght
for daily I need to deflate, that others ego's
have less power o'er me
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references
1) "Envy will hurt itself" from 'the power of love' sung by 'Frankie Goes To Hollywood'
2) "is a dream just a lie when it don't come through or is it something worse" from 'the river' by 'Bruce Springsteen'
3) "...are friends electric..." by Gary Numan and Tubeway Army
4) "if I didn't have a dime and I didn't take the time to..." and "...ooohhh love songs that they sing wouldn't mean a single thing, if I..." from 'if I didn't have a dime' sung by Gene Pitney
5) "Fever" "Blue Moon" by 'Elvis Presley'
6) "Bilbo Baggins" fictional character aged 111 from 'lord of the rings' by JRR Tolkien.
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