Life sucks without someone to love you. I am so tired of being single. I don't think I've ever been single this long, well maybe I have but it feels like forever. Just knowing that you don't have anyone to hold you and tell you they love you, no one to cuddle with or anything it bites. Its like I find guys and they don't want anything serious, I really don't know what it is they want.
I met this awesome guy like more than a month ago and I've talked to him every day ever since I met him there hasn't been a day that goes by that I don't talk to him, but he lives in San Antonio and I've gone to see him and all this but like he says long distance just doesn't work out and its true but I've gotten close to him so its hard...but hey I have a great friend now. its like how come the great guys don't live in the shitty valley they are always from somewhere else..I hate this damn place ...guys from here are so fucking lame. Maybe its true and I should listen to my friend Chrissy poo about getting the hell out of here..but its not that easy LOL...so I won't even go there...but anyways...well I guess I just felt like venting a little bit...its the weekend and its time to go out and get out of my depression for atleast a few days..well laters people..and for those of you that have your loved ones...appreciate them and take care of them there aren't many as lucky.