I haven't written in awhile, because I guess I'm tired about bitching about the same bull shit.
As many of you know I had a BF (bitch fit) today.  I'm just tired of being used and not taken seriously by guys or just plain taken advantage.  I just wish I could have a normal relationship with someone that felt the same way I do for them.  The last person I told I really liked them and all that, just blew me off and that's why I hate opening up but you know what "one man's trash is another man's treasure" and I sure as hell aint trash but I will some day be someone's treasure.  Because the man that will be by myside I will make the happiest ever.  I've been through so much these past 5 years that I'm more than ready to settle down.
The funny thing is that the ones that are interested in me, I'm not interested in them.  I have met some really cool interesting people lately that I'm getting to know and enjoying my time with, so I'm pretty sure I will find someone soon.  Today I went on a rampage because I hate feeling used, so I'm getting rid of all the trash and drama and people that don't really want to be in my life.  So if you're one of those.  Do me a favor and delete yourself from my page and my life!
Some times I'm just too damn nice.  I have some great and wonderful people in my life that I would do anything for and love dearly.
Nancy - you know I love you bitch forever and ever...you are an annoying lil sis sometimes but I'd do anything for you.
Carlos - my lil party friend for ever until we are walking around with our canes LOL.  Puro desmadre. (blue hippo blue hippo buh peace)
Rey - I know I just met you, but you're a pretty awesome little guy ha ha.  I like hangin out with you.  Watching scary movies and just chillin = awesome
El Yames - ay we've done some crazy things...you took care of me that night ;-)
Ay Tim - of all people my ex the least expected.  I know I screwed you over hard core, but you are still there for me.  You pick me up when I'm down, always making me laugh and all.  I'm glad we've become closer. 
I love you guys!!
To all the losers out there that have hurt me, good thing you did because I didn't need you in my life.  I do way better without you.  I can't wait to live on my own and just make my life complete.  Thank you to everyone that listened to me today when I was in my bitchy mood.  You too Hector!!