my dreams hv been crushed today. may has felt like an unbelievably long month. and today was an unbelievably long day. they think im happy and a lil crazy. truth is im fighting depression. it is a state of mind tht, trust me, nobody wld want to b in. i kp myself busy to forget. works so far, but i think theres a thin line tht separates me fr being controllably sane and doing the unthinkable.
i hope it never gets to that.