I thought it didn’t hurt to love
The bruises on my ego far outweigh
The bruises on my heart
I thought you loved me
You told me time and time again
With each crashing blow
That tore against my skin
What used to be the sweet sound
Of love in my heart has turned into
A bitter taste of sorrow, for tomorrow
That forever cascades down my
Ever-growing need for desire of
Comfort like soft blankets covering
My ultra-thin skin.
Touch me as you will my love
The pain should fade fast
Leaving a relic of tortured past
Upon your bloody palm
You’re fingerprint on my soul
Is captured and replayed many times
In my mind of wonder
The epiphanies come clear to me
Of what I once was, back then
Far, far ago and what I must become.
Tiny tendrils of hate that permeate
My soul into the forgotten spaces
Only to return again and again and again.
Like the burn of the hot sun and the
Blistering cold of the winter
My heart is weathered in a way that
I can overcome.
I can overcome.
I can overcome.
A poem I wrote about Domestic Violence for a wonderful online group that has resources and cares about the abused...Angels that Care (www.angelsthatcare.org). April is Child Abuse awareness month......We can stay quiet, or we can make our voices heard. You choose. Thank you, Marcia, owner and webmistress of ATC for all you do and the selfless time you spend helping others. You are a true Hero to me. To read more of my poems about these subjects and others please read archives of my blogs or go to http://www.writerscafe.org/writers/Klynw3/