You know, i've learned alot this week. If your really determined to do something or want something enough you'll let it work itself out.. No matter how much you think you can do to fix the situation on your own and that you exactally what to do, you dont. Let time fix things. I mean of course its going to take some work from you but dont ever give up your Faith! Always keep your head up. Always think positive even in the most negitive things. No matter what you think in the hardest times of your life, always know that there is someone beside you for you to talk to, tell your problems to, and lean on anytime, anyday. You might think "Well my family doesnt understand and my friends wont listen and they dont understand" but thats ok. But just remember the most important person.....GOD!!!!!! He will always be there no matter what. Your friends and family might not always forgive you for things, but God will. He is the one who created human life. He knows exactly what your going throu when you hit a speed bump[ in life. God created everything in this world. He created feelings, he created the emotions you feel! So dont ever think your alone. Latly i've been feeling lonely and like there is no one there to talk to that will understand. I've been very angry, upset, and just a little mad. Even thou im going throu one of the worst times ever in my life, I know God is watching over me. I know he is there for me to talk to, to listen to me, to care for me, and love me no matter what. Finding out who God really is has made a GREAT change in my life! Life sucks, yeah, we all know. Sometimes when something bad happens to someone they often blame them on God. "Well if God is so perfect and wants us all to be happy then why did he do this to me?" Remember, its not his fault. Everything happens for a reason. God has a plan for everyone. If sometimes when your life gets extremly bad and you think you dont belong on this earth, dont think that. Because you do. If you didnt belong here God wouldn't have brought you here. If ever you get to thinking that fighting someone, killing someone, embarrising someone will ever make things better, believe me, they wont! In most matters it only makes things worse! Always turn to God for the right answers! It might take awhile for the miricle to come, but if it was planed to be, it will come. So live your life as if you were to die tomorrow. Life is too short to waste it all on being mad and things like that. Be independent. Be yourself. No one else. Your way better off that way. Love like you've never loved before. I just thought I wlould try to save someone else so they can evoid too much pain. I hope however you are reading this, it touched you in some way. Im out.....pEaCe.....