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FUCK HOW IM FEELIN..
Writing all my thoughts
Because im holding in a lot
Sometimes my life is so hard to control
And I just start to let my emotions go
I learned the hard way to not care anymore
Go ahead and let my blood pore
I wont stop till my body gets sore
Ill walk in the middle of the street
Screaming out why is life so hard for me
It will take you a lifetime to get my life
You don’t know how fucked up I am in my mind.
My head is telling me im crazy
And when you look, you see right passed me
Ill drink until I don’t remember your name
I think of life as a fucked up game
Theres is no hope for me
This is what Im suppose to be
My body so cold I don’t even breath
If things don’t fucking stay the same
Then why the fuck cant I change.
Im not sayin I wanna be like everyone else
Im sayin I wanna be somethin that I never felt.
I guess its okay to feel this pain
Don’t matter cuz I feel it everyday..
PEOPLE GO
Some people that are there today
Arnt always there tomorrow
Even if you dont want them to go
So before they go, you should let them know
But even if they go it helps you grow...
But I dont know how to be fine when im not
Becuase the feeling in my heart wont stop
People wait there whole life for the one
Who they let slip N be gone
Doesnt matter who was wrong..
Its easy for friends to become lovers
But not for lovers to become friends
Because that love is never gonna end..
Somehow im still feelin empty
And so much pain hurts within me..
You can live your whole life bottled up
Or talk to the one and open up..
No matter what, theres no goodbyes
Goodbyes just make you cry
Remember things at there best
What we had was different from the rest.
Nothin compares to the first time
Everythin else just doesnt feel right.
I am speaking from experience
So you just gotta trust..
Dont let what you truly slip away
Unless you can live with that everyday
NOW YOU KNOW
New year.. New start
Gonna be careful with my heart.
Not let anyone feed me lies
Done looking into those eyes.
So where do I go from here
Lifes not suppose to be clear.
Lifes going to hurt
But I aint tryna hurt no one
After last year I think im done.
Cant just stop lovin somone so fast
But in time my love for you will be the past.
So far my life has been so good
More than I thought it would.
Some dreams will become reality
But some dreams ill just keep in my sleep.
Im still gonna be me
Just look at things a little differently.
I'll be there for my friends, just give me a call
And ill help you find your way when your lost.
This life im living.. im thankful for it
I still got love for people that I dont admit.
I aint never been down with drama
So this year drama aint comin at all.
People can try and hide there past
But sooner or later it always comes back
No matter what I got your back.
I will always remember my past
Look at pictures that make me laugh.
This year is gonna be a good year
With or without people I had
But I aint mad because I dont want anyone to be sad
Everythin is gonna be fine
If someone needs me ill be by there side.
Im gonna go to movies and drink
Fuck and make new memories.
Talk to the people who mean somethin to me
Live life the way it was meant to be.
MUSIC MAKES MY HEART BEAT
Dont matter if im mad
Dont matter if im sad
The ONE thing I can always go to is music
When no one is theres
When no one seems to care
I dont give a fuck because I got music
Music I can be angry with
Or music I can just chill with.
I can listen to it 24-7
Sometimes I got the music on when im about to sleep
Have it blasting in my ears before I eat.
Im not really sure what Id do with out it
I swear on everything its my drug
Work out with the words playing
Play sports or video games.
When I get my heart broken
Or just fallen madly in love
Music helps me with whatever mode im in.
I can lay in my bed not knowin where life will take me
But just lay in the moment where music makes me feel better
It helps me when I dont got the words to say
A new sound plays every songle day.
I guess you can pretty much say
That MUSIC IS MY LIFE
Along with other things I care about
But music is what makes my heart beat
LIFE
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
Life is to short to stay pissed off all the time.
Love the people who treat you right .
Forget about the ones that don't .
Care about the ones who are always there.
Fuck off the people who dont really care.
Dance to the beat of the music.
Dont believe that everything happens for a reason
Believe everything happens to make you a stronger person .
Everyone takes a road in life.
Eacg road is long, but short to many.
Never let go of the one you truley love.
Always love the ones we lost who are above.
Do what you love not what you like.
Just make peace instead of a dumb fight.
Dream the dreams of many dreams.
Make your dreams into reality.
Everyone gets hurt but dont be scared.
Learn the lesson and get back up again.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Love the person you stay up with till the sun comes up.
Chances are they will always be there when times get rough.
The angels are there to help guide us
Then again... For me, I dont think I have an angel anymore...
If you get a chance , take it .
And if it changes your life , let it .
No one said it would be easy ,
Just promised it would be worth it .
Make me smile , & you'll have my heart forever .
5:10 PM
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