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Current mood:  optimistic Category: Life
It's that time everybody. No shave November is upon us. So is my last probation meeting in Rogersville. All I need to do is come up with about 1,400 dollars in about 15 days. That, and 88 hours of community service. Halloween wasn't too bad. I went and visited Lennon and Savanah. With the exception of Lennon's sickness, it was alright. I am getting pretty worried about the money thing though. I still haven't found a job. They're going to fuck me. I can feel it. The band Pepper is ferkin' awesome. I can't sleep. So I'm playing through Pink Crustaceans And Good Vibrations. Good CD. Check it out. I should get paid for Pepper promotion. At least 4 people read these. I owe Sprint some money too. And Alltel. and Virginia. Damn, money sucks. I need a bailout, just in case obama was one of my four readers. *crosses fingers*. If 140 people gave me 10 dollars. I'd be safe. Why does the judicial system revolve around money rather than correction? I've learned nothing other than how shitty they treat people that they know haven't got the money to pay them. I'd rather go to jail. It'd be less of a hassle. But they don't wanna put me there. They have to pay to do that. And I didn't do anything. They were going to let me go. LET ME GO!! Until the other part of the story happens. Complete bologna. I have heartburn. Never mind that. I really don't know what I'm supposed to do. They know I have no job, and therefore no way to make money. I should have been doing the community service. I'll give them that. But damn that's a long way to drive. I don't have gas money like that. If I did, it'd still suck, but I could make it happen. I may really request jail time. I'd be off probation sooner than I would having to pay them. God knows what's gonna happen to my car. It'll probably be repossessed. Lol. Damn. That's disappointing. On a lighter side, I did get to see STS9 this week. It was one of their best shows I've seen. I think this was the 6th time I've seen them. Definitely in the top two Tribe shows. Better question, doesn't the judicial system have better things to do than harass people drinking at a house? (VA). AND don't they have better people to arrest than me for having a smidgen of reefer? Yeah. If I had a quarter pound cut up to sell I could see. But i had a pipe, and one packer to put in it. Police FAIL. They drove me to jail to have someone come get me. Literally. They drove me an hour and a half to book me, take my picture, and have me call a ride and wait on it. What good did that do? Couldn't I have just gotten a ticket? I mean srsly. I swear, this past year I just can't win. I'm just ready for all this bologna to be over. And it will be. No matter what I have to do, I'm doing it. I'm getting off these probationary confinements and going to a college. I miss school. I want to learn something. They're keeping me from learning. Assholes. Karma will get them. I'm not worried about it. Luckily I'm a positive person, otherwise I'd have gone crazy by now. Literally. That may be it unless I think of something else. I'm gonna leave this up and see if I can't think of anything else.
INTERMISSION
"If we come together, maybe things will get better." - Pepper
INTERMISSION
Thinking about it makes me want to let you guys in on something. I've talked to a few people recently. About various things, what they want to do, why, etc. It's troubling that there are still people that are living for other people. Now, I'm not saying be selfish and just focus on yourself all the time. I'm just saying you can't live for someone else and then turn around and wonder why you aren't happy. You've got to make the big decisions for yourself. What you want to do and accomplish is completely up to you, and you alone. Don't be a nurse because relatives or whoever thinks it'd be a good career. Be a nurse because you want to be a nurse. Some of you need to realize what i mean. I don't particularly know how to say it. But if you're one of these people, have you ever really sat down and thought about whether you're heading in the right direction or not? Not by a money scale or anything. What I mean by the right direction is are you moving in a direction that makes you happy and not someone else? Because if you aren't, you really need to re-prioritize and re-set some goals. Find who you are as a person before you try and live your entire life. You'll know when you find you. It's exciting, and sad at the same time. The sad part is thinking about all the people that go their entire lives not being themselves simply because they don't know who that is. Just think about it. I spend most of my time doing things of a thinking nature. I enjoy it. Solves a lot of problems. rationalization is key. I'm done boring you guys now. Laterz.
6:51 AM
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