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Current mood:  annoyed Category: Friends
If you think Im cocky, and Concieted, and I talk out of my ass all the time, and Im just bitter all the time, And I need a reality check... then you clearly dont know me and need to ask yourself how much of a friend you've really been and what kinda person you are.
Have you taken the time out to know who I really am?, do you know my goals in this industry? Are you really my friend/homie?
The truth is I can be a bit arrogant yes, but Im not cocky nor concieted, I would definitly tell anyone when the approach me of the instances where I was being cocky or concieted, but those instances are rare.
I think there are alotta people who misunderstand what I do and how I view myself in comparison to others. The bar is really High for me. I dont shoot to be better than everyone at the studios, I shoot to be better than myself. When I put the L on my forhead during class and say Im losing its not because I feel like I cant get it, its cuz I now I can do better than what I was doing. Im not satified with my own performance so while you may think I do it to get attention, which I cant lie I dont mind it but thats not why I do it. It my way of saying I know I can do better I just havent found it in me yet. when I compare myself to other dancers I do it with the intention of making an example rather than to hype my head up. I dont need to tell people Im better than someone else at dancing. Theres always gonna be someone better than me. which pushes me to be even better. When I talk I only mean to speak of things Im sure of and knowledge that was given to me by others, if you dont agree thats fine but dont deny the truth. Thats all I ask. Those who think Im cocky need to step back and get to know me better. I understand I can talk peoples ears off, but to say Im cocky is rediculous. Im very confident in my abilities and not afraid to express that. Yes I feel like out of the people I know Im really really good at catching other peoples styles and choreo. Good enough to not e afraid of anyones class unless they do flips and/or technique. But hiphop is my strong point. I feel comfortable there. I take at least 5 to 10 classes a week. on top of that I teach 4 and I lab with friends and rehearse with my crew. Ive trained extremely hard. Again this isnt to say Im the greatest, Im just expressing how I feel and letting all know that i feel really good about the way I dance.
To those who say They care about my career but dont call me to hang, dont invite me to rehearsals, dont put me on and expect me to come around and be your buddy, Im sorry Im not playing your game. I understand IM not the most reliable person either and I dont have a car which can be a burden, but all I ask for is respect and the opportunity to make us both look excellent.
I have extremely high standards to live up to so unless your willing to help me get their or just be my friend and come along for the ride, mind your business.
9:06 AM
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