im getting a stange feeling in my gut
ive been so fucked up latley
(lately=long time)
and after all that time
i have this longing
a longing do to something meaningful
a longing to fly
a longing for longing
a longing to smile
i just hope the feeling isnt premature
if it is
ill leave it in the oven
but i reeally want it to come out
a few more days, a few more papers, a few more sleepless nights, and a few more hundred dollars!