there are many ways to expand your mind and enhance your experience...
yes drinking is one of them but not a very good one so its good you dont really do that all too much...besides, i dont take you for much of a drinker anyway...

dont do psyhadelics....or if you do get a babysitter!

meditation....thats a good safee natural one'

then of course theres always mygood friend cannibus sativa.
but dont try that one without first consulting me! i wanna know!

no no i know exactly what your saying....i feel the same way when i wasnt in school all this semester...maybe i wont go next semester. it sucks. there seems to be no change in sight just the same old miserable shit. but cest la vie no?
maybe thats why i do the things i do....to escape the mundane day to day. who knows. maybe i just like it.maybe it settles my mind and im able to stop and see the world clearly instead of it just buzzing past me. whatever you do, do it for your own reasons and no one elses.
i still got mad love for you buddy...
peace
 

Asking for help is never a waste of time.
But statements are not what you are looking for.
Jenny put it so straight foward. I love it.
My guys have deliberated and wish to convey the following:
I do not know when or why you lost meaning in your surroundings but that's what it looks like.
All friends can do is shine a light which is why drowning yourself in them is useful. Figuring out what you need is up to your staff. Usually, we find that the missing peice is small and at first insignificant. But once we realize this peice is missing it takes forever to find it because its so miniscule. Like a single screw in a clock tower. The whole town zones out thinking its 1 in the afternoon for hours. Maybe its your way of thinking, or approaching, or realizing your glass is half full that makes everything fall into or out of place.
Me and my guys hope this makes sense and if anything was amusing to read.
I know my unfailing optimism is probably annoying but know that when you hit rock bottum there is always a way out, God always ensures a rope to hang onto.
 

kiddo, as your friends, we don't need to know everything.
we don't have to understand or even always like everything.
the point, and this is the important part so pay attention, is despite whatever you may think of yourself and your choices and what makes up you. We still see in you what we have always seen, and if we didn't see it, we wouldn't waste our time pretending to you.
So really don't worry about what you haven't divulged or what you feel you'd rather keep in cuz either way we can't help but like the person we see.
So give it up man.
the only one who has a really problem with you is you, and once you come to terms with whatever grudge you may be holding on yourself, you'll come to realize we've all been waiting for you to come join the party.

It's like the giant on the cliff when she wished she was dead
and met the lemmings on the cliff who wished that they were dead
But the giant told the lemmings all the reasons why they ought to live instead

when she thought of all the reasons why they ought to live instead
it made her rethink all of those sad thoughts within her head.
So you must take what's in your head
and make things that are truly beautiful to share them with your friends

We all become important when we realize our goal
Should be to figure out our role within the context of the whole
And yeah, rock and roll is fun, but if you ever hear someone
Say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun
Look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky

You are just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye.
and when you're just a speck of dust in this huge universal beach
you'll never be alone

I promise.

Take care iceman

--Izeeek!
 

did that make any sense to you because idk wtf isaac is talking about! hahaha
nah im just not one for metaphors really
 

yesh i get you
haha i almost expected that from issac
so creative
and he has a point
but i still dont have anything
i mean
usually i play video games or my ukulele on end to escape from everything
but its just not enough anymore i guess
its just a way of aleviating the thoughts that tangle in my mind
sometimes it gets to be alot to think about
im sure you know what i mean
 

ug, it's so unfair how well you two know me!
blegh! >:P
nehoo the thoughts are always here tin.
all of it, the point i was trying to make is just you got to let it be.
the vids the music, it's all just something to take up our time so we can make sense of our existence.
we're all doing it.
the hardest thing is just letting go of all the technicalities so you can just be.

There mimi! you got it now! So i talk in circles! BLEAH!!!! :PPPPPPPPPPPPP
love you both take it easy and happy holidays
 

i think the board kinda just push u from behind into a room u were not expecting, and as a speaker u did a really good job. i want to grab that bottle and toss it onto the ground having it break open, releasing everything in it as if they were butterflies flying into the sky, sharing all of ur knowledge with the world, sharing ur thoughts with friends, and sharing ur secrets with me. i will always be here for u co.