I'M FREE!

I refuse to dwell on past lovers.

I haven't and it feels that much better.

(of course, you could say that by saying this, I AM dwelling.. but that's not the case)

And, thus, I find myself in the oblivion-slash-limbo I was previously in not too long ago.  The feeling of liking no one, and not having anyone to think about.

Ironically, this is the time when I tend to meet more girls. But I don't give them second glances because at this point, I'm not looking.

When you're not looking, you don't find.

When you're looking, you don't find what you want. Or you do, but you're not the one they're looking for.

It's a sad situation.

But cheers to the beers, my homeboys, my art.. and other things that keep me sane.. things that keep me free.