Christ. Why am          I feeling like this.
I was over feeling        like i was a mistake,
then someone told    me something and put in
a slum again. I'm disgusted with someone for using me,
Acting like i was the bad guy when we both wanted the same
thing. So it's not all my fault that it turned out the way it did...
is it. This whole entry is more towards my feelings, meghan
and Alex might know what im talking about. I just hope
I get over this. If anyone wants to talk to me so I'm
now thinking about all this stressful bullcrap.
Feel free. All of this makes me feel like
everything that goes one around
me that turns out to be a bad
thing.. Is my fault, but
it is'nt I swear
help me help
myself