What are we all going to do when we realize that Chronos is god? Time is folding and unfolding, forming new connections and shapes, then pulling back to try something else. I think of it as an intelligence, just learning the extent of its powers and influence. And it is everything. Just as width and length are pointless in a physical environment unless they also have height, so is the world. Whoever said that time is what keeps everything from happening all at once was more right than we knew.
And I can feel it. I feel like I/we are riding on the back of a huge dragon as it runs around this portion of Universe. It's a feeling kind of like surfing an earthquake, if it were possible to do that.
Weird happenings all over. The way I'm noticing it mostly is it's effect on electric and technical objects. My phone kmoving things around and resetting itself. At least it made it possible to have a short cut key for the calculator again; I'd been missing that. Not quite so light and silly, the electrical outlet that powers our modem and router and most of the living room actually caught fire today. We're VERY lucky because the wall that contained the outlet is made of cinder block. Very not flammable.
Those of us who are serving as conduits for all these changes are having a rough time. I'm exhausted and in pain. Sometimes I can't see, sometimes I'm so light-headed that I shouldn't be driving. I'm incredibly behind with everything. I'm concerned about a friend. I think he may have hit his wall, doing all the incredible work he has been doing. But his family problems are breaking his heart. Well, they're trying to. But this latest heart attack and the death of his brother are just dirty pool. He really is tired and low right now. Most of me thinks he'll be back, but I'm wondering if this is his finish, he's done what he was required to do and now he'll just fade back into the woodwork. He's such a strong person that I can't even imagine that.
Another thing to keep in mind is that many people's work is done. They were here to contribute theior energy to the process and now they are done. And mannuddddddddf
There are so many people dying. And such drama surrounding it. I find myself curling up and hiding away to avoid getting sucked in. It's just a dropping of physical form. That's it. It's like mourning for water as it boils and turns into vapor and moisture in the air that we can't see. It's just delusional and ignorant. That sounds harsher than I mean it to, but it is frustrating to watch. Especially since I know there's going to be A LOT more of it happening. Lots of individuals and lots of populations. The world will look very different three years from now.
Climate, too. We're having the hot weather of summer, but it's staying cooler than usual at night. I wouldn't be surprised to have real autumn hit us in September. Followed by real winter in November.It's going to be cold this winter, at least around here. We're going to start thinking we live in Big Bear. The animals are feeling it. We have some cats who are already developing winter coats, despite the daytime temps of 90's and 100's.
Change and shakeup is coming, and coming hard and fast.I wish I was in touch with other conduits. It is so important for us to maintain our objectivity and compassion. It seems we could have an easier time of it by consciously linking and supporting each other. And we could compare notes. And we could just share our situations and frustrations.
I don't know why I keep sending people to Montana and Washington. Anything north of the bay area is okay, but the farther north the better. I wish we could leave and move up north, but that's not a possibility right now. Besides, this land is holy. (For want of a better word.) We're safe here, and we're meant to own it. It shall happen, and within the next two years.
Okay, enough for one night.