Would you have thunk it? Probably not. So, I'm taking this time to explain.

James is a great guy. He's so close to me, and I want to continue to stay friends. But...I needed to move on. Without going into a lot of personal details, I felt that we both needed time apart to grow. I hope...I PRAY...that he'll forgive me...for everything I've done, and for all the things I haven't.

Is there someone else that I have in mind? Yes. Are me and this other person going to be together? Yeah, I'm pretty sure. Does that make me look bad? Probably. But, once again, I needed to move on. I needed to see who else was out there for me. I couldn't pledge my life to someone while my mind--my heart--was wondering what if.

And so, conflicted, confused, and crying; I made my decision. God help me.