OK!  I have so much frustration inside of me right now, I have to get it out some way. I thought of writing this blog to make me feel better...
GOD!!!!!!!! It's wednesday night 22h30 and I just finished watching the final of American Idol and I feel.... I feel.... PISSED!

I thought I would just watch the show tonight and see Adam Lambert win and then turn the TV off and feel like "Oh well, one thing settled, let's go on with my life now".

But no, I have this feeling of unsatisfaction that's making me feel all weird inside and I feel like screaming! Not that I'm such a huge fan of American Idol or Adam Lambert but in my head, this whole situation is so much more than just a superficial TV show.  It only clearly states that America is still 50 years late and filled with close minded homophobic people.  Really, we always see New York and Los Angeles on TV, movies and all but that doesn't represent America at all!

I have nothing against Kris Allen. Honestly, the guy is really, REALLY HOT, he's adorable, talented, humble, nice... He totally deserved to be in the final but he didn't deserve to win, that's it.  And he even looked so embarrassed to win, he knew this was Adam's victory.  I'm 100% sure he would have prefered NOT to win.  Now he will have to sing that horrible song "No Boundaries" and he will have to deal with the fact that he didn't win based on his talent but probably based on his look or on the fact that he is actually... straight.  After Obama as president, I thought we would have Adam as an American Idol.  But no, America is not there yet... maybe we'll have to wait another 10 years or so.  Remember America, gay marriage is legal in Canada which is just above you. Oh, and also, we have free health insurance... lol  Ok, nothing to do with this, but I had to say it... lol

Adam knows he's the true winner.  And that guy is so talented, he's probably better of doing his own thing and not having a machine being him treating him like a puppet.  Adam is the greatest American Idol contestant there's even been.  I didn't watch all the seasons, but from the past winners, this is obvious that he is totally in another category.  I'm sure that not only me but millions of viewers were actually tuning in each week only to watch Adam's performances.

This is a big lost for the producers of American Idol who would have sold a lot more albums and concert tickets with Adam as their puppet.  I would buy Adam's album and go see him in concert anytime.  I wouldn't do the same thing for Kris or for any other American Idol in the past.

There was Blake Lewis that I really loved 2 years ago.  The same thing kinda happened to him.  He was probably too innovative and unique to win.  You can't push people too much, you have to give them what they are used to...

Anyways, thanks for reading me, I feel better now.  I can now move on with my life and wish the best to all the contestants.  They certainly have a bright career in front of them :)

Well, now I have some music to do myself... lol

Amelie