By way of announcement:
On May 30, I will be heading of to Minneapolis for the majority of the summer.

There are so many changes happening.
I feel, in some ways, unrooted and insecure.
I want to know what's coming...
but I can't.

In other news, I think that that boy is about to leave me for good.
...and as long as this is to the good, I can cope.
But it stings, a little.
Something about me and the way I am seems to scare the snot out of boys.
I know I'm messy, and a little too emotionally involved in my life, but am I really so weird?  I sometimes wonder if I'll ever find someone again who will want to stay with me for more than a week or two.  Once the novelty wears off, is there anything left?

god, help me.

j