2 days ago I got in a car accident. I was listening to Michael Beckwith featured on an unreleased album called "Hear & know" by my friend TYCOON. The lyrics shouted"Let Go!" and in that moment I went to get into my right lane, as I began moving my car I saw another car directly to my right and swerved extra gnarly the opposite way. My car began screeching and swerving and "smash!!"I slammed into the right side of the 710 freeway and then "whack" the other side of my vehicle hit the other wall..I came to- and realized this was "really happening!" and thought about how I saw other cars in my peripheral vision in front of me and thought" I could die or hurt somebody else!.." Something took over in me and gained control of the car and next thing you know I'd stopped right in the middle of the highway-I immediately got present, breathed and said "go" and pushed my gas pedal down and headed straight.Focused and smooth with my hands and body shaking tears falling, I drove, embarassed, to the nearest exit.. Anaheim street (long Beach industrial area). I was crying really hard and loud by this point saying "Oh My god Oh my god!" The thing is-Nobody else got hit or hurt! Even I haven't had no injuries or symptoms show up accept a little tenseness in my shoulder the next day, which feels ok right now. I am going to get checked out y'all...I can hear some of my friends/fam right now. I had been headed to Agape to serve in the teen room for my 2nd time since I made a shift in myself and made a commitment to them beginning last week. See this story is much longer and greater than I can share in one blog which is why all of you who've subscribed to me here will get to know,hear and see my story in bits and pieces and the Bigger picture will become very clear. It was after last wednesday and being with Arlene Campbell and the teens and doing a ritual of "letting go" of all that no longer serves me from 2008 and before, that I found myself a new person on the following day. The teens were asked to take every experience that was holding them back or just something they didn't want in their reality anymore and write it down and drop it into the tin pan which we later used to hold these intentions as we burned them and let them dissolve into nothing. After that we wrote down everything we want to 'manifest', create and see unfold in our lives in 2009. My list was so long and crazy that my homie Rich Bella, was looking at me like"yo!' and I'm like "leave me alone..stop looking at my stuff!"( you know how we women(sometimes actin like girls can be)". In the end I felt really good about everything I'd "intended" and written down knowing that a lot of it was already unfolding in my life. The main thing I wrote down was to really Step up as a leader in my life and Be The Change in my life by no longer holding back creatively, in my conversations (like when you're scared to be real out of fear of hurting another's feelings..) in giving of myself to others and just simply allowing myself to be me! People so often think, as we grow up that we don't have the same needs we once did when we were younger like the need to be self expressed, loved and happy. It sounds ridiculous but go out and talk to people and find out for yourselves where the minds and hearts of our fellow Americans are. We need each other to remember who we are and that life is always waiting to give us what we truly desire. It's only us=ourselves who stop us. We've been taught to do this. Will we choose to "Let Go" of these old programs? I feel the youth are the gift that the older generations need. The youth just need to be reminded of it. What's up with our society accepting communication BLOCKS between its Generations? Younger people don't feel understood or heard so they often REBEL. Elders seem to feel that young people don't care so then they judge them call them evil, criminal or delinquites or something similar and block the possibility of knowing them and their gifts.I see an opportunity for all of us to learn from each other. I say-Revolution=meaning let's consider doing what's rarely been done and bridge the communication gap between not only elder generation and ourselves in the younger generations but also step out of our comfort zones just for today and get to know someone we normally wouldn't. Maybe that person needs to hear your positive words or story? Or even your pain. You are not alone. You never know.GR