Till Departure

the hard feelings that I have
pull much tighter than every thought that I have ever evolved
but I can’t reject cause there’s no light in that thing what you would call soul

you were the one but there’re demons inside me
won’t let go so I must retreat
it must be so hard for you to understand

it’s so hard to look back to what we had
I depart that what we had and baby it’s so hard
it’s so hard to look back to what we had
I depart that what we had and baby it’s so hard

I’ve learned that I can rely on myself
but sometimes it gets so hard that this can make me mad

they look into each other’s eyes ones again
but there’s no fire burning like it used to
burn your final stroke cause its over now its finished
now is the time to say goodbye forever

I repeat, they say it’s so hard to find yourself
I repeat that they’re so hard
I repeat that they’re so hard to find
I repeat that they’re so hard to find

this time will drain out and won’t be the new space for sex and drugs
this thing that I have will rip me apart

that hard feelings that I have
pull much tighter than every thought that I have ever evolved

you were the one but there’re demons inside me
won’t let go so I must retreat
it must be so hard for you to understand

they look into each other’s eyes ones again
but there’s no fire burning like it used to
burn your final stroke cause its over now its finished
now is the time to say goodbye forever

I don’t aspect that you understand what I mean
just want you to know that what we had was beautiful
they say that time will heal all wounds
my hope: that I have to sacrifice the past

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What else is there

what else is there? questions, what are they for?
what else is there? where are the answers, too?
what else is there? how can we sleep?

what else is there? if we can solve our problems?
how can we sleep? if our mines are infected?

love to media
we don’t believe in angels
make fun of death
now we’re destroyed inside

all our mines, are filled with fucking monsters
the inner eye is slowly fading, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
whoo
the fire rises - its a bound to kill you, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
whoo
day to day your growing older, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
whoo
and when you..re dead your name will die too, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
whoo

hey little satellite, you..ve answered all my questions
about the great progress of human kind
they say you are the only one who can open my eyes
so answer this last question: “What else is there?”!

help me! There is no fucking way!
out of this dark and lonely labyrinth
committed to be a part of pleasure forever and ever
no, we must hold on, to the dreams
that make us more than what they try to tell us

feeling of failing the sky
with no will to really live

what else is there, If we can..t solve our problems?
how can we sleep, if our minds..re infected?
we see destruction, but we just stand in silence
how can we make a difference, if we have closed our eyes

so open them and kill these fucking monsters

no - how can we, if all our dreams are gone?
broken hearts feel so lost, try to wake what is gone
just one chance than we..re gone don..t give up fight on

no - find the answer to what you want
no - find the answer to what else is there... shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
whoo

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Dreamer

I feel the sun is rising
and you will see what’s hidden in the dark
no, you can’t run from, what you have done

more than ever you will feel what the darkness has to reveal
more than ever you will see what the darkness has to reveal

but you won’t want to fight, but you will be paid
that you never gave up you can make your dreams come true
more than ever you will see what you were meant to be
more than ever you will see what you were meant to be