I've been going insane in my own head. I've tried not to tell anyone cuz i'm already weird enough. But damn i sit there and imagine the worst things that can happen to me. And i feel like i'm being followed all the time. Maybe i'm haunted. I don't wanna be. My body's falling apart. Oh and i keep having weird dreams where someone tries to kill me or cameron cheats on me. And i can partially figured out what they mean but aside from my trust issues, of which i'm completely aware, i don't know what the dreams could mean. Everyday sucks cuz i think such obscene and ridiculous thoughts that just shouldn't enter my mind but i can't stop them. Hence, this blog. Have fun. Haha