Me and my "sometimes you need to reinvent yourself" statement.  I mean, seriously....did I really know what I was getting myself into?  Then...once you start the process... You can never really go back to what was, even though you know you would never want to, because what "was" wasn't really cutting it.  I just made my own head spin with all of that introspective "goooo".  LOL!  All that to say - Life is a daily adventure for me.  I have chosen to not be satisfied with settling in to what has come easy for me in the past.  I made a commitment to go WAY oustside of my comfort zone and natural abilities and pursue the impossible.  Honestly...it is by far the scariest thing I have ever done.  I have spent many nights recently speaking the truth of the Word out loud, through the tears, so that my mind and spirit would hear THAT louder than what was going on in my head.  I will never forget Joyce Meyer saying, "Sometimes you gotta do it afraid."  God doesn't want us living with the arrogance that says, "I am in control of the destiny and direction of my life." That arrogance is in conflict with the nature of His Kingdom.  If you actually got beyond the first few sentences...be encouraged today.  God is trustworthy and sees what is going on from a much better perspective than you or I, and He says, "It's all good and I am DEFINETELY big enough to do this thing!"