i was told this song was "for me".. so i read the lyrics.. and yes, it is definitely how i feel sometimes.
Kelly Clarkson - "How I Feel"
looks like I made a mess again...heartbreak everywhere I stepthis fire is getting hot againbut I touch the flame 'cause I'm a curious catcreeping where I don't belongfinding out what I knew all alongcrying all aloneand it's all my fault, all my faultyeah, I did it again...againoh, I'm getting tired of believing even sicker of pretendingthat it's not so bad, just wait it out oh, I think you're feeding me lies again the only good man left wasn't himand that's how I feel right now so just let me belet me beit seems every time I find a good manhe's got a good little wifei'm not jealous but I won't liei don't want to hear about your wonderful lifeand babies everywhere I looktrophy wives with their little black booksat this rate I'm gonna end up aloneit's probably all my fault, all my faultoh, another dead end…againoh, I'm getting tired of believing even sicker of pretendingthat it's not so bad, just wait it outoh, I think you're feeding me lies againthe only good man left wasn't himand that's how I feel right now bitter pill that I've swallowedjust how low can my heart sink?fairy tales from so long agosave them for someone that's not smart enough to knowcause I, I'm getting tired of believing i'm through pretendingyeah I'm broken and sad so I'll sit this one outoh I think you're feeding me lies againthe only good man left wasn't himand that's how I feel right now
now.. the stuff about now wanting to hear about people's lives and babies.. not so much. but you get the general feeling of the song.
just thought i'd share
i'm off to attempt sleep now..
