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Crystal Smith


Last Updated: 1/30/2010

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 23
Sign: Virgo

City: Virginia Beach
State: Virginia
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/16/2004
February 6, 2009 - Friday 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Life
I did this on facebook... and it took a really long time to come up with all these random factoids about yours truly, so I figured I'd post it here too.
 
1. Marriage/babies aren't seriously even on my mind right now… but childbirth, however minute in the scheme of things, terrifies me. For now.. Ill stick with my nephews and nieces.

2. I would give my figurative left nut to have the opportunity to go on tour with a musician. Washing dirty towels, plugging in cords, whaaaaaaatever…. I just think it’d be an awesome experience.

3. This kinda ties in with number 2.… but I wish I had the guts to sing for people. There are very few things in this world that make me any happier than just waaaaailing out to a song I love. The responses and looks on the faces of the select few who’ve heard me make me feel good, but not good enough to ever pursue anything outside of my amateur endeavors.

4. I know it sounds weird, but I have an old soul and I love it. I love being young, but I can’t wait to get old.

5. I don’t think anybody will ever love and understand me the way my family (mainly my mom) does.

6. I suck at verbally explaining my thoughts. A lot of things get lost in translation.

7. I’m starting to think I only have extreme emotions. Or maybe that’s all I ever notice.

8. One of the main reasons I voted for George W. Bush back in ‘04 was because he looked like a monkey. I know it was a waste of a vote, but it’s not like it counted.

9. I’m a celebrity gossip junky. I also retain lots of useless information that no healthy human being should know about the aforementioned celebrities.

10. I like making funny faces… no matter how unattractive they are.

11. I’ve had the same dog since I was 5. She’s 17 years old, deaf, smelly, and has arthritis and weird bumps everywhere. I love her so damn much anyway, she’s been one of the few constants I’ve had in my life… and I’m going to be very heartbroken when she dies.

12. I always think there’s something wrong with me. Headache? Brain tumor. Skin blemish? Skin cancer. It’s silly but I never said I was a rational person, lol. What’s even sillier is that I absolutely refuse to seek medical attention unless I feel as if I may keel over and die without it. Hy-po-chon-dri-ac.

13. My dad is dying and it scares the crap out of me. It hurts to be around him because he was told he could prolong it but he just doesn’t care. We haven’t had the best father/daughter relationship… but he’s still my father and I get scared every time I get an unexpected phone call from one of my siblings or a number not stored in my phone……

14. My best friend’s mother died 8 years ago, and when I used to spend the night at her house, her mom would wake us up by tickling our feet. Ever since she died… every time I leave my feet out, I feel the tickle. It’s weird.

15. I feel extremely self-conscious and anxious when I do things alone. Grocery shopping, eating out, etc. Same anxiety if an entire room’s attention is on me.

16. If I didn’t suck at teaching.. I think it’d be awesome to be a kindergarten/elementary school art or music teacher. I still remember the first art and chorus teachers I ever had and they were fucking awesome.

17. I don’t remember a great deal of my childhood. I think I blocked it out.

18. I want to travel. Go on a road trip, daytrip, whatever. I just want to go somewhere that isn’t Hampton Roads.

19. I’m scared that by the time my 10 year high school reunion rolls around, I won’t have anything to brag about. I’m even more afraid that the same will be true for the 25th. “Oh yeah.. Me? Well I sit in a cubicle all day typing and clicking like a freakin robot! Kids? Naw. Husband? Negative. I‘m livin the life!” If this fear becomes reality, I’ll probably just… not go. Lol. I’ll probably be too busy feeding my 37 cats anyway.

20. I wish my hair was thicker.

21. I miss a lot of my old HS friends. It sucks how time can draw people apart. Life happens...

22. Ever since 9/11, sometimes I’ll go into a daze and picture all sorts of catastrophic events happening around/to me. Cars speeding into my house, planes landing on the highway and landing on my car, walking into my house and finding my entire family dead. It’s pretty morbid and it freaks me out… I really don’t think it’s solely because of 9/11 because I watch some pretty crazy stuff in movies and on tv… that just seems to be when I remember it starting.

23. I often argue for the sake of arguing. It amuses me to see certain people get so worked up... even though it irritates me when people do that to me. hy-po-crite. lol.

24. I get immediate buyer’s remorse whenever I purchase anything over…..maybe $50. For example… I bought this laptop on Saturday, and I didn’t even make it out the door at Best Buy before I questioned my purchase. I kept walking only because the Geek Squad was already doing stuff to it.

25. I think cheese is one of the grossest substances on earth, next to vomit and maybe poop. Haha.
Currently listening:
19
By Adele
Release date: 2008-06-24