I have to get some opinions on this or im gonna go crazy. As you all know, I really dont care about anyone but myself. Im self centered and only rely on myself to make my own choices and get through life. So as you all know, me and shy have been together awhile now through alot of ups and downs. I can say I do love her. I got her a promise ring yesterday. And well now im freaking out. The plan is to get married and her come stay with me after I get out of AIT. But I am not sure thats going to happen. See every girl I have ever been with has cheated on me. And well I hate it. She has "cheated on me" Not that she has slept with anyone "While we were together" but she has made out with some guys,kissed them and let them touch her breast. I HATE IT! So as crazy as this sounds. I want her to get rid of all her guy friends. or atleast the ones that still want to fuck her if she would let them. I have gotten rid of all my friends for the most part cause since I am possibly going to be getting married to shy, I want us to only have mutual friends we both trust. Some say its to much to ask but I just cant stand anyone who gets in our way of being happy. Bottom line is I am selfish and only care about me but if she wants me to care about her and be with her, she has to live by my rules. Hate me or love me but its the truth. I am who I am and no one will ever change that. Sorry. Photo