Today, I cried.

For really no reason.

I think I did it because I feel like everything I want for myself has gone straight to hell, and right now, I am not as happy as I want to be.

And it's frustrating that I have no way out of it.

Everything I do is my fault, every issue I have gone through is my fault....and all I can do is cry about it.

It's been like this for days now, and I just lost it today.

I don't know what to do.....I'm stuck in a situation and I hate having to complain about things, but i need to express it somewhere, no one here is gonna listen to me and I don't think anybody understands.....

Physical, Emotional pain, don't know where it came from, don't know how to deal with it.