I have just returned from the Divine Liturgy offered for the repose of  Rev.John Limbeson, and as I looked upon my beautiful wife and children my mind gave breath to what an old mentor of mine had said....."You dont know the deep things of Christ yet."  He was right, but little did he or I know, that a year later I would be on the path to those deeper things, and so here I am within the grace of the Church, longing to be one with Him whom I have loved for so long, ever peeking through the pinhole of Cathecism....To see the Bride of Christ VISIBLE, to see THE shadow of heaven and know that  being  so unworthy, I am allowed to see and witness the CLOSEST thing to heaven I or any man will experience, this side of the veil, and yet lurking in the recess of my heart is the knowledge that there is even still the visions of heaven reserved for those who would attain theosis.

To watch as the faithful consume the blessed bread, knowing that the matter of which all experience yet so few REALIZE, is the very key to union....the potential of the every day things, is the doorway to Him who made all.....