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Sharon Sievers


Last Updated: 11/21/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 53
Sign: Aquarius

State: Louisiana
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/27/2007

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Tutti (2)
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 

Current mood:  worried
Category: Life
WELL, THIS HAS BEEN THE MOST HORRIBLE MONTH OF MY ENTIRE LIFE..MY PRECIOUS DADDY PASSED AWAY ON AUGUST 17TH..HE WAS ONE OF THE MOST PRECIOUS PERSON YOU WOULD EVER KNOW..HE WAS LOVED BY EVERYONE..HE HAD SOOOO MANY FRIENDS..MY DADDY WAS ON DIALYSIS FOR ALMOST 10 FULL YEARS..THE FIRST SEVEN YEARS WERE NOT AS BAD AS THE LAST 2..HE WAS IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL SOOOO MUCH THIS PAST YEAR..RUNNING HIGH FEVERS, HAD PHNEUMONIA, AND TROUBLE WITH LOTS OF INFECTIONS FROM ALL THE CATHETERS AND SUCH...I MISS MY DADDY SOOOOO MUCH..HE MEANT THE WORLD TO ME..IT STILL HASN'T SUNK IN THAT HE WON'T BE THERE THE NEXT TIME I GO OUT TO HIS HOUSE..WHEN CHRISTMAS IS HERE, OUR GET-TOGETHERS..BOY WILL HE BE MISSED BY ALL OF US..I WORRY ABOUT MY OLDER BROTHER LOUIS, HE AND MY DADDY WERE SOOO CLOSE..THEY DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER..FISHING, HUNTING...AFTER MY DADDY LEFT US, MY STEP-DAD RICK PASSED..HE AND MY MOM HAD BEEN COMING TO MY HOUSE AND STAYING WITH ME NOW FOR A YEAR AND A HALF..RICK HAD BAD CIRCULATION WITH NO BLOOD FLOW IN HIS LEGS..HE HAD REAL BAD SORES ON HIS LEG AND FEET WHEN HE CAME HERE..IT WAS JUST HORRIBLE..DOWN IN SOUTH LOUISIANA THEY WANTED TO REMOVE HIS LEG FROM THE HIP DOWN..WELL, MY MOM THOUGHT ABOUT MY HEART DOCTOR I WAS GOING TO FOR MY HEART, AND SHE CALLED ME AND I GOT RICK AN APPOINTMENT WITH DR. KHALIL..HE PUT HIM IN THE HOSPITAL IMMEDIATELY...HE USED A SURGEON NAMED DR. SORTAR..HE IS A GREAT DOCTOR TOO..HE DID SURGERY ON RICK AND HE STARTED TO HEAL..IT'S BEEN A LONG BATTLE FOR RICK AND MY MOM..COMING BACK AND FORTH FOR DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS AND STAYING HERE FROM HIM HAVING SURGERIES..HE HAD 3 OR 4 SURGERIES I BELIEVE..THE DOCTOR SAVED HIS LEG THOUGH..RICK WAS REALLY PLEASED AND HE WAS FEELING ALOT BETTER..WELL, MY DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND AND KIDS WERE DRIVING BY MY HOUSE AND SAW RICK OUT ON MY AIR UNIT OUTSIDE ON HIS BACK...HE HAD DIED...MY MOM, HAS BEEN TAKING ALL THIS VERY HARD AND THE FUNERAL HOME HERE WAS GIVING HER ALOT OF TROUBLE SO SHE HAD HIS BODY TAKEN BACK HOME TO SOUTH LOUISIANA..THAT'S ABOUT 4 OR 5 HOURS FROM HERE..WITH ALL THE STRESS SHE HAS BEEN UNDER THE PAST 2 YEARS AND RECENTLY, THE DEATH OF MY DADDY AND OF RICK, WELL, SHE IS NOW IN THE HOSPITAL FROM HAVING A MAJOR HEART ATTACK..SHE WAS 99% BLOCKED ON HER RIGHT SIDE..THEY PUT 2 STENTS IN RIGHT AWAY AND PUT A TUBE DOWN HER NOSE AND PUT A TUBE DOWN HER THROAT WHICH IS A VENTILATOR..THEY HAVE TRIED TO WEEN HER OFF THE VENT BUT HAVE TO KEEP PUTTING HER BACK ON IT..THEY TOOK HER OFF OF IT FOR 3 HOURS TODAY AND STILL HAD TO PUT IT BACK ON HER..SHE'S JUST NOT BREATHING ON HER ON TOO MUCH..SHE IS BREATHING IN OXYGEN, BUT SHE'S NOT BREATHING OUT THE CARBONDIOXIDE...I KNOW THAT IS VERY DANGEROUS IN ITSELF..SHE HAD FLUID IN HER LUNGS, HEART, AND HER SIDE..THEY SAID THEY HAVE GOTTEN ALL THAT OFF HER..SOMETIMES NOW, SHE KNOWS YOU ARE THERE AND SOMETIMES SHE DON'T. MY SISTER SAID SHE IS JUST STARING OUT INTO SPACE...I DON'T LIKE THAT..I AM SOOOO WORRIED ABOUT HER....I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HER TOO...I'M GONNA GO BACK AND SEE HER ON THE WEEKENDS..MY DAUGHTERS ARE GONNA TAKE ME SO I WON'T BE GOING BY MYSELF..THE KIDS ARE IN SCHOOL AND I KEEP THE 2 YOUNGEST ONES AFTER SCHOOL EVERYDAY...PLEASE SAY A PRAYER THAT MY MOM GETS BETTER AND LEAVES THAT HOSPITAL...MY HUSBAND IS STILL IN AFGHANISTAN...I KNOW HE WORRIES SOOO MUCH ABOUT ME...THAT PUTS STRESS ON HIM TOO..THEY LET HIM COME HOME WHEN MY DADDY DIED, BUT, WOULD NOT LET HIM COME HOME FOR WHEN RICK DIED..HE WAS UPSET ABOUT THAT...LIKE I SAID HE IS WORRIED ABOUT ME CAUSE I ALREADY HAD A HEART ATTACK IN JANUARY OF 2007...WELL, GUESS I'M THROUGH VENTING ABOUT ALL THAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW..MY GRANDKIDS ARE TAKING ALL THIS REALLY HARD TOO..THEY ARE THE ONES THAT DROVE BY AND FOUND RICK OUTSIDE..THEY WERE REALLY CLOSE TO HIM...WELL I'M GONNA QUIT FOR NOW..HAD TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST A LITTLE..STILL GONNA WORRY THOUGH..LOVE ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, I HAVE THE BEST..SHARON
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Donna C
Donna Catroppo

 
Sharon, you are one tough woman to go through all this the past month. It's just too bad Jeff couldn't be here for you. That in itself must be hard. From reading your blog, your kids must live near by. That is good and I'm sure your grandchildren help fill your time. Your mom will be in my prayers.
 
Posted by Donna C on Tuesday, September 23, 2008 - 11:32 PM
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~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~
Sharon Sievers

 
DONNA, I'M NOT VERY TOUGH AT ALL..I JUST TRY TO BE SO MY GIRLS WON'T WORRY ABOUT ME SOOO MUCH..THEY HAVE SOOO MUCH GOING ON TOO ALONG WITH ALL THE THINGS I'M GOING THROUGH...I DO MISS JEFF..I WON'T SEE HIM AGAIN TILL MARCH OF 2009..THAT SEEMS TO BE A LONG TIME FROM NOW...MY YOUNGEST WENDY, LIVES 5 MINUTES DOWN THE ROAD FROM ME AND MY OLDEST TINA, LIVES AN HOUR FROM ME..MY GRANDKIDS ARE KEEPING ME VERY BUSY RIGHT NOW, AND I LOVE IT...FALL BASEBALL, FOOTBALL, AND BOTH OF THE YOUNGER ONES PLAY SOCCER 2 TIMES A YEAR...I LOVE TO WATCH THEM PLAY SPORTS..THANK YOU FOR THE PRAYERS..WE NEED ALL THE PRAYERS WE CAN GET..LOVE ALWAYS, SHARON
 
Posted by ~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~ on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 5:11 AM
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*PROUD GRANDMA*
Ann Culotta

 
SHARON IAM SO VERY SORRY TO HEAR ALL THIS AND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH I WILL KEEP YOU AND YOUR MOM AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GOD BLESS, HUGS ANN
 
Posted by *PROUD GRANDMA* on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 4:01 AM
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~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~
Sharon Sievers

 
THANK YOU ANN, WE NEED ALL THE PRAYERS WE CAN GET..KEEP THEM COMING..THANKS AGAIN..LOVE ALWAYS, SHARON
 
Posted by ~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~ on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 5:03 AM
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Tutti

 
my dear friend,i know the pain thats in your heart and the big hole thats there from your dad passing..all we have are the memories and pictures..which we touch and talk to and cry..but we also know that oneday we will see them again and that keeps us going..i pray your mom makes it and sharon you can always count on me to be here whenever you need me..we try to be strong ,but inside we are just a mess..i know how you feel,i didn't want gary or my son's knowing how bad i felt when dad died..they worry so much..but its hard to hide emotions like that when its your parent ...we are so blessed to have people love us the way they do..well my friend as i said before im here anytime you need me,ill be praying for you all..take care sharon,hugs and much love,tutti
 
Posted by Tutti on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 8:59 AM
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~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~
Sharon Sievers

 
OH TUTTI....I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU..AND I KNOW I AM BLESSED TO HAVE THE GIRLS THAT I HAVE TOO..THEY ARE SOOOO GOOD TO ME..TINA IS TAKING ME AGAIN THIS WEEKEND TO SEE MY MOM...WE ARE GONNA LEAVE FRIDAY NIGHT I THINK..MY SISTER SAYS THEY ARE GONNA TRY AND TAKE HER OFF THAT VENTILATOR AGAIN TOMORROW..GOD, I HOPE SHE CAN DO IT THIS TIME..TUTTI, MY MOM WAS A BIG SMOKER AND I'M SURE THIS HAS A LOT TO DO WITH ALL THIS TOO..WELL, MY FRIEND, BUFFY, MY CAT, NEEDS SOME OF HER SPECIAL FOOD SHE LIKES, VERY PICKY EATER, I THINK SHE IS SPOILED ROTTEN, AND I HAVE TO GO TO TOWN AND GET HER SOME...WE'LL TALK LATER..LOVE ALWAYS, SHARON
 
Posted by ~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~ on Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 8:03 PM
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Lydia

 
Hey Sharon - You know I know how hard it is to go through this. I'm just so sorry to hear you have had SO much happen in such a short period of time. I've thought of you a lot lately and wanted to check in....saw your blog and wanted to let you know how sorry I am about everything. This November is eight years since we lost Daddy....the hurting never goes away, but it does get easier to deal with - still with some rough patches - but I'm sure you know what I mean. Just know you, Teena, Wendy, Jeff and the rest of the bunch are in my thoughts. I miss you guys - bowling days seem so long ago to me...
 
Posted by Lydia on Friday, September 26, 2008 - 10:01 PM
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~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~
Sharon Sievers

 
HI LYDIA...SO GLAD YOU WROTE ME..THAT'S WEIRD, I WAS THINKING OF YOU TOO..MY MOTHER IS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL FROM HER HEART ATTACK...SHE'S ON THE VENTILATOR MACHINE..THEY HAVE TAKEN HER OFF IT 4 OR 5 TIMES NOW AND SHE IS STILL NOT BREATHING ALL THE TIME ON HER OWN..THEY ARE GONNA DO A TRACH ON HER MONDAY SO IT WILL OPEN UP HER THROAT SO SHE CAN BREATHE..GOD I HOPE THIS WORKS..IT'S BEEN ALMOST 2 WEEKS NOW..MAN IT DON'T SEEM LIKE IT'S BEEN 8 YRS NOW..WOW..TIME JUST GOES BY TOOOOO FAST..DADDY DIED ON AUGUST 17TH, AND IT'S ALREADY BEEN OVER A MONTH NOW..MY MOM LIVES DOWN SOUTH SO I CAN'T JUST GO AND SEE HER EVERYDAY..MY SISTER TONYA IS KEEPING ME UPDATED EVERYDAY, ALL DAY...THAT HELPS BUT IT STILL ISN'T LIKE BEING THERE WITH HER..THANKS FOR WRITING ME..WE NEED TO DO THIS MORE OFTEN...MISS YOU..LOVE YOU..COME AND SEE ME SOMETIME WHEN YOU ARE DOWN..YOU DO KNOW THAT JEFF IS IN AFGHANISTAN DON'T YOU?? HE'LL BE HOME MARCH OF 2009..WELL, BYE FOR NOW, LOVE ALWAYS, SHARON
 
Posted by ~♫♪♫SHARON♫♪♫~ on Saturday, September 27, 2008 - 3:56 AM
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