Sometimes in life the things that catch you off guard are the very things that are most important.  I wasn't going to fall in love again, I built new walls and never thought I would take them down.  I found a great love when I wasn't looking for it, it wasn't in my plans.....I was caught off guard.  Now that I love again, I am glad that I let it happen....reluctantly, but I did.  I am learning so many new things, and some of what I am learning are really deep lessons on how to let go and love unconditionally.  I love that way this time, because I am loved that way to begin with....It is so rejuvenating!  I still have a long way to go to be the great love I aspire to be for him, but I am going to keep on keeping on.  I will make it, the road is long, but I will make it the whole way because I have him walking the road with me.     If he is reading this.......SO MUCH