CHOURS

It all made sense it stenciled silence since
I didn't flinch, can I get a witness
I just can't quit this I'm not writing I'm free styling
Pretending I'm on my deathbed with my last wish
Trying to stretch a finger to scratch the surface
I was born a king I never had the chance to be a prince
I was never in a prison I never had to convince
In reality I never made excuses I consisted of being constant

I probably figured it out with little time to share
I admit I didn't figure it out yet but I was never in despair
I had high hopes even if they were hanging from a hair
Aware of where I was trying to prepare
I paid to pay attention; I prayed to have a prayer
I held in my last breath, couldn't take in any more air
A lie will never develop a thief will never care
Your conscience is alive and you're well aware

I didn't want my mind to be wasted, I just rolled with it
And got frustrated, by addiction embracing it
Followed the peer leader leading pressure with tradition
Slowed down by excuses depression didn't lift it
Forfeited many chances because I was scared to admit
Looked for a place to hide and keep it my own secret
Contemplated displacement achieved nothing because of it
Never had to guts to say your crazy but I always had too much of it

They're constantly writing the wrong without originality
Driving there self crazy straight into insanity
Scared to step up, constantly demanding me
Never giving enough and asking too much of me
You said you couldn't believe until you saw it but now you see
I took a chance you didn't unfortunately
I forgave you, you couldn't even forgive me
I run with no regrets I was being who I want to be

Seeing lives with no meaning that fear destroyed
They're afraid to listen, they can't handle the noise
Every chance and opportunity was avoided and void
How do they get to you? How are you annoyed?
Let it pass you can't pave an unwanted path
I constantly got shot down, knocked out but bounce back
I'm seeing stars but there's a lot more black
If its shooting for the moon or slipping through the crack

Stop judging what brings them to be
Stop deceit and envy sins have strings attached to disease
Dreams scream and seem that your imagination can't be believed
Leave you to control your feet what's really stopping you to leave
if what others perceive there perception deceives, it
Delivering, demanding, actions, deceitfulness
My mentality has been mistaken for too much damn kindness
I never wanted a discrepancy designed by simple insightfulness

What if I'm already gone because everything I needed to see I already saw
I learned from my mistakes righted all the wrong
Borrowed strong thoughts but drew the short straw
Maybe I never really had to feel that I had to belong
Dilating my dialog, a time once upon
Different situations embracing stories that carry on and on
If you got something to hold onto keep holding on
Maybe you were just holding yourself back all along

If this is my last attempt, my last words
Even I have something in the background the make the wheels turn
Tried to correct every mistake and bring a smile to the hurt
The time I put in was well served
I will never have a regret, tried to fix every bridge burned
Can never live with walking by a stone unturned
Coming out the streets, coming out the suburbs
I'm allergic to Hollywood, stars give me sunburn
Stop being concerned about my life live yours and learn