MySpace Blog is my last option.

I feel like i've honestly had my last straw. I'm so done. I'm so aggravated. I'm sick of the same routine. I'm done being the last option and the temporary one. I've given people so much of my time with little to nothing in return. I'm not asking you to fall in love with me after a day. But Goddamn, can someone respect my feelings?! EVER?!

fuck you. To all the past people I've wasted my time on. I learned, but I didn't want to hurt through it. Fuck you to all the ones who give me false hope. This doesn't make me happy. I don't need you. I'd so much rather be alone, than wonder "is this worth it?"

I'm fed up. I'm working on myself. And I'm going to fix everything this time. I'm about to face my fears, but I'm NOT about to be afraid again!