Everything i do is for you.
When i sit here and i have a pen in my hand, it shakes and all i write about is you.
All i doodle is about you.
The though of "us" has taken up my mind and heart.
All the good times and all the bad.
I remember hating you for a second and altho i know it hurts you when i say it
or remind you of it.
But i say it not to hurt you but to let you know that i have moved on and let it go.
I try to forget what happened between us before, because i want to keep it in the past
But i can't...
Even the bad experiences in life help in the near future.
What i learned then is crucial to what i have now.
If i forget the past i'll forget all the important things i found out.
Iv learned so much from you and about you.
And now that i know all these things it feels like no one can compare to me.
No one knows more than i do and no one can say they know everything about you.
Iv seen so many sides of you.
You know my secrets and my pains
You know my unhappiness and my regrets
You know my shame and you know my pride.
And you have been the only one i let inside.

When i think about you words fail me...
i dont know how to explain what i want to say.
but when i hold you in my arms while your doing something stupid, like playing your ds.
i do cry...
even if its just a few tears.
i dont want to lose you.
to anyone or anything.
i love you.